you leave on me heiroglyphics of dephormities that probably won't be sanded off by nature any time soon.
how many will you leave before you're through?
i sat w/ you in the hospital for hours
making sure someone was there to listen to you
talk to yourself.
poor boy in your blood stained hospital gown and
poorly wrapped gauze...
the nurse is in NA.
she gave you a brochure.
you tell me later that she was egotistical and harsh.
i said i agreed with her. fully.
so i go home for some soup and sit on my floor
and have several spoonfuls of sugar for desert.
i think of you in surgery.
back at the hospital i wait this time in the operation waiting room which is different from the emergency waiting room because there are men whose wives are dying of cancer in this waiting room and i listen to them ...
a doctor is telling a man that his wife's intestines are all tangled up and melted together from the radiation.
the man says that he was not aware that intestines could tie themselves in knots and melt together from Radiation.
if old men said, "that sucks.", he would have, i'm sure.
a nurse finds me and brings me back to you
in your bad bandage and greasy brown hair and
tubes up your nose,
around your head and
stuck to your chest.
so cute.
"what a wake-up call, huh?!" you say.
hopefully, i think i said.
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