I miss playing video games. I miss having a standardized and comprehensible level of accomplishment. I miss knowing exactly what to do, how to do it, where to jump when the disappearing box reappears and why the princess must be saved.
I have no idea what level I'm on. I have no idea how many experience points I just got from that meeting. I have no idea why I feel inclined to get drunk for the first time in nearly two years, but it would be nice, I think, not to think for a while. Do I have hit points? mana? who rolled the dice that made me? if I have a stable charisma score, why do my moods fluctuate? And what the hell is my alignment? My clothes are constantly changing, but I always feel as if I look the same, Like some two-bit character that waves when the battle is over. This, the final fantasy: to self-manifest perfectly, a smile on my face. _______________________________________________ Five7Five mailing list [EMAIL PROTECTED] http://www.pairlist.net/mailman/listinfo/five7five
