Mining Story
I'm Mary. I'm original, just like everybody else, but I try to be noticed, because things happen when you're noticed. At the same time, I'm not such a girly-girl that I don't like to get dirty. i really am considering cutting right now. OK, I promised I would do this personal post about my epiphenal insight in a therapy session and I guess I had better quit procrastinating and do it. disgusting old me...ugh i hate myself so much sometimes...seriously. i need to. Yeah...i feel disgusting..i started eating carbs again. stay slim. Anything fun is good, even if it's completely aimless once in a while. One of the reasons I want to share this with you all is that I suspect that it is a very widespread complex of neurotic issues; I'm extremely girly, to the point that it sometimes provokes eye rolling from my male housemate. God i really fokking need to. But then i'll get caught and i'll start having to see those stupid fokkin' doctors more and more and i hate them. i hate life sometimes. so much. Amber like isn't responding to me. I could really use someone who understands right now. but i have no one. and i hate it. Well bye world.
