VIII
Diary blue gold
dearest and palimpsest
in need of a better pen
And you didn't respond
Jumping, and hot
foul air, and wild eyes
it was in a meeting
and I do confine myself
Describing a point
A circle around a point
A certain vicinity
Draw a line here
Yes, it was that woman
and she opened her mouth first
Of the drunken stiffness
and the three sons
Sadness cruelty cheap magazines
honesty childlike and failure
But there is a bad feeling
hangs over this
You've seen her before
IX
Said too much
after all, after
entering bit early
determined
with a woman I don't know
Not too much happening
and the participants
and the one-shots
the doll-girl
wary conversation
And maybe I failed
but the clown was very eloquent
It was my first time there
like that
And maybe I failed, being bored
my report fills two pages
haste typing and fuck it
I remember the fat lady
Brown eyes circled with lighter brown
her children were alike
Something you'll learn to single out
X
Got the tickets
and I do speed forth
maybe, drumming
Almost identical date
and the destination
now three times over
same, same
Yes I did like the night air
the wind at night
and the rhythm
sleeping not no much
There is a lady
liked one of the pictures
A clutter of parked cars
and some junk there
shallow perspective
Do I write it down here
the intent to re-create
or avoid
One always does return
XI
More than before
or equalling it
regular expressions
expectations, automatism
"I dreamed that you were dead"
and she was very tired
skipping breakfast
and hysterical because of the ants
Their houses are of grey stone
So much different
and that amber, crystals
the amethyst fragments
and the fox fur, dirty harps
pay for the toilet
sweet wines
Daffodils, yes - the flowers
omnipresent
dig it
dog-brother
white blue black
XII
Oh did I already have a line about stars
And I witnessed a dash being drawn
my wish is always the same
But I do carry on
capable
and no recording is necessary
can put it here
float, and get hold of it
Cloudy appearance
and glowing for a while, dots, dots
Yes some of it is in the eye
remember
and the fluids have it
Circulation, and you imagine sounds
friendly shadows
and the fingers caress dreamy skin
fabric of being
How do you define essence
a sense of movement
Light from very far away
21.4.2006
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