Every summer for the last ten years I have had the opportunity of talking with War Journalists and Photographers at a conference in the Mountains.    Some of the bravest men and women I have ever met.   They remind me of my deceased brother-in-law who flew an unarmed recon plane in Vietnam for two enlistments.    He had wanted to be a fighter pilot and to fly with the Blue Angels but instead he had been given the job of flying a slow unarmed plane over the jungle where he daily ran a gauntlet of enemy fire from small arms to rockets but somehow came home alive but sick at heart.   Within a few short years he was dead from a heart attack leaving a son and daughter and their mother.   
 
Today I listened to journalist Don Lee Anderson talking to Charlie Rose from Baghdad.   Anderson is the New Yorker writer in the current edition writing on being behind enemy lines.    His talk about the common people of Baghdad and their humanity towards him was heartbreaking.   We have all seen the El Jazeera pictures of the children along with the dead American soldiers and yet I had the feeling that I was listening to a man who could in the next two or three days be dead. 
 
There is an aura of unreality to the discussions of this war that I have heard both from the Media and from many on this list.   At the Journalist and Photographer's conference, I talked for the last several years with those who had been in the Middle East in wars and during peace time.    They spoke of how incredibly dangerous the place was.   Something I have not heard on the Media.   Generally they speak of staged demonstrations of the common people holding AK47s and screaming Sadaam's name and down with America.   
 
Let me diverge for a moment and tell you about Brittany during WW II.   I had a French teacher who was there during the war as a civilian.   He said that the farmers had a collection of flags and that they brought out the correct one to wave when that army marched through their country.   German for the Nazis, American for the Americans etc.    What people wouldn't rather save their homes and families no matter who is fighting the political wars of the world.   "They are big, we are but poor!  We must do what we can to survive in the midst of all of these 'great' issues."     Their model is the Tai Chi model of survival.   But I have no doubt if they were being slaughtered that they would be ferocious since my French teacher certainly was. 
 
I wonder about Iraq and what that means for them and Anderson.   How they are treating him well since he will write about them right up until the moment when he must face the same beast as they.   The Hounds of War.   The Journalists told me that there was no place in the world as armed as the Middle East.   That everyone had their Kalishnikovs, pistols etc and that they knew how to use them.   
 
How quiet will this population be when the small arms fire begins the steady crescendo to the rocket launcher against their own homes?   Would we fire on our own Army even if they were oppressing us and a foreign army promised to remove that oppression?   I doubt it.    When under stress, we tend to own our close enemy whether the mafia or the Michigan Militia if we are being invaded from without.   Underneath we are all Americans.    Why would we expect them not to be all Iraqis?
 
Americans claim the right to bear arms but most don't, even in Texas churches.    The word that I was told by the war photographers was that in the Middle East the non-armed was the exception.    That the entire place was an army.   When you are cornered, even the peaceful person will usually fight rather than die.  
 
I thought at one point that Sadaam might play the Jesus card and choose martyrdom.     Refuse to surrender, destroy any WMDs that he truly might have, and allow the American ocean to roll over him with a minimum loss of life in the civilian population.    Through his death he would prove that he was not the monster that everyone had said but the one who had cleverly fought the Americans to a standstill for the last eleven years for his nation's pride.   When he offered to debate Bush I thought he might go that way.    
 
Instead he seems to have chosen Beuregaard at the first battle of Bull Run using the Americans over-confidence against us.    Where Washington society brought picnics to that first battle, we brought the embedded press in a murderous version of reality TV that even Orwell couldn't predict.    Might it come down to our choosing something that we refused in Vietnam?   Choosing to destroy our world in order to win?    Can Jerry Falwell survive the picture of that child whose hair is tumbled like fake fur and whose brain cavity is empty?     Or that face with no body lying on the ground like a mask?    
 
Nobody invented any syndromes for the WWII heroes but they had them none the less and that was a clear victory with survivers in the concentration camps to justify the destruction of Dresden and Berlin.     Anyone with an ounce of sense reading Slaughterhouse Five or the downfall of the Corporate CEO Hero in Sirens of Titan would "get" that Kurt Vonnegut felt great guilt at having the terrible enemy assure his survival during his country's Fire Storm in Dresden.    How will we survive the true meaning of Shock and Awe when it rips through Baghdad from house to house if they make the same fight as the members of the Alamo are reputed to have done?    
 
These may not be simple farmers.   Helpless peasants dying because that is their destiny as in the Contra inspired  massacre's in Guatemala.   The Mayans didn't carry guns and their sense of their place in the Universe is different from the Islamic model of Jihad in everyday life.    We tend to think like the Israelis who won every battle until recently when their hearts began to lose their ability to avoid the feelings of hatred coming from across the barbed wire.   The hardest bullets to avoid are always mental. 
 
The Spanish and the Indios in Mexico still fight after 500 years.   But why are we surprised, the Moors were in Spain for 700 years and the Spaniards never forgot that fact.   And then there are the Basques who read the flight of birds even today. 
 
There is so much that George Bush doesn't know and should.    If he only knew how much he had missed, while he was drinking, that he and we would need from him.    Americans need to feel that we are right in order to do the unthinkable.   If we see the unthinkable happening and the Don Lee Anderson's dying in front of our faces, along with the enemy that we begin to empathize with, then technology becomes irrelevant.   Greece will never forgive Turkey for the destruction of the Parthenon.   Should we have fought those nine pre-emptive wars with our own demons before we projected them out onto the world in a small third rate country whose courage could steal our hearts and doom our children?
 
Ray Evans Harrell 

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