Hello Tom, I know it isn't the same for me, but I feel so empathetic that you wouldn't know. I sort of follow a religion, but I won't go into details - it isn't really a religion, more of a calling.
Regardless, I agree with every single word you placed in that mewssage. Don't tell what you don't wish to tell, but make your life as good as it can get: and with this tragic loss, just remember this. If you had any good times at all, in the words of avenged sevenfold: some pictures and some memories will have to help me through. I hope this is the case, and you can live in peace and harmony with your family, friends and fellow man. I would like to leave you with a prayer that we always recite on founders day, where we remember those who perished in the 2 world wars: Go forth into the world in peace be of good courage hold fast to that which is good render to no man evil for evil strengthen the fainthearted support the weak help the afflicted honour everyone love and serve the Lord, Amen I may not be Christian, but the point still stands. I am saddened by the fact that she took her own life; people have moments of rage and emotional torment, we all know that. But I'm also saddened to realize that if it was a suicide, she wasn't helped or didn't ask for it. In light of what has happened, I just hope that this won't cloud the spirit and festivities of Christmas, and that you will remember her fondly in the hearts of you, your family and those who knew her. As a lesson to all, I wish to harken back to what you said earlier about not making vowes that could become literal. I have done such things before then broken them in realization as to the fact that they may come true, as in the case of your youngest step sister. Just don't repeat the actions, anyone, that proved to be very shocking and guilt-spreading. When your down, just ask for help from anyone whom you trust. Don't reside in your hole of depression, but come out and see the light of love and a new dawn. I wish to express my most sincere condolences at this time of sadness, but know this. You'll pull through, and emerge from the darkness with new hopes and ambitions. Tom, I'm here for you every step of the way. Whenever you need help, I'll give it. I leave you with the knowledge that I know how it feels to lose a loved one - I lost my granddad 2 years ago and I was saddened - even though we weren't close, but I came out a better man. I hope you can do the same too. Regards, Ben. --- Gamers mailing list __ [email protected] If you want to leave the list, send E-mail to [email protected]. You can make changes or update your subscription via the web, at http://audyssey.org/mailman/listinfo/gamers_audyssey.org. All messages are archived and can be searched and read at http://www.mail-archive.com/[email protected]. If you have any questions or concerns regarding the management of the list, please send E-mail to [email protected].
