Dude, first u shud be happy that u r stay in the city of dreams .........mumbai u do not like parties ....... but u seem to like to meet people. so why not interact on daylight social events. GayBombay routinely conducts a lot of such events where people meetm interact and who knows even end up as life partners, of not frnds for life. there are other events like bombay high conducted by Humsafar too amoung others. Do go out ......u do not have to be out or an activist........rather a huge majority of people who come to these are not even out to their families (where u have already taken the BIG step) I trust it wud help u .........do try it. Cheers Manoj
--- On Sat, 16/8/08, aryan_sri <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: From: aryan_sri <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> Subject: g_b i wanna stay alive one more night To: gay_bombay@yahoogroups.com Date: Saturday, 16 August, 2008, 4:36 PM everynight like an angel or free spirit with lots of hope n desries i just keep pushing my luck to find a person who can commit to me i am sumit 23 pure gay stay in mumbai look ordinary not that bad never i wish to go to gay partys yuck i dont like them!!!! let me to tell u people about my journey of gay life i m basically a very reserved person who leaves in a shell but u give me a pc or pen my thought process as no limits i carve for a boy friend my first crush was sanjay jain sweet boy when i was 18 he somehow realised i was falling in love wid him so he distanced himself that was a year of great pain n suffering yet of so much extravagant n out of world experince n my family came to know i am gay i lost a lifetime friend phew then after three years i graduated n there was this guy named anand n i had sex wid him on the montains n surrounded by suspicious villager but no hardcore some how i thought he enjoyed it more than me the relationship i had wid anand contiued in one mor encounter at ma house he started n finished the act but again it was no hardcore that was the only guy i ever had sex with last time when he came to ma house my mom was there so i could only manage a kiss n he kikced me for that on my bottom as he was straight n were freinds for 3 years again i lost a friend of lifetime i dont know y as i could never speak wid him again after that i got a job and in jan 2008 i got confidence to be a open gay after having a job for say 5 months i meet atleast 8 guys from g 4m n orkut good human beings all offerd for sex but i am such a sweetheart i go for true love only such a waste naa still i try ma best to message people n post threads getting response from srilanka to usa chaanigrah to ratnagiri aurangabad to karnataka i m not a rich guy or else i could have travelled this places now only option i have is to post on this forums there was this guy who was ready n very authentic from i suppose delhi n had home in up guy called nihar he was a huge guy i could have got him anytime i was just scared of him he was the only guy i thought was geniune till i met pawan now this guy pawan is a good friend but he will marry a girl because he is afraid of society when i started to write this thread i told to ma self i will be positive but i m not crying like a baby i cant go out stand at vt or dadar or churhgate wearing a t shirt saying I AM PROUD TO BE GAY I CANT DO IT ohh mama but i motivate ma self each passing night that one fine moring atleast 1 guy age no bar looks no bar caste no bar tell u i m a very spiritual guy will message me i still have hope thats the only purpose of ma existence i dont want to be ambitious or head of company i just starve for a guy who can commit to me and accept my unconditional love a walk near seashore a talk in coffe shop a laugh in the rain i think it is not tooo much to ask for i m not giving up yet as i want live ma life atleast wid one guy for say few moments which i can cherish till ma last breath amin i want to live for one more night i am afraid of death now because before i die i want to be in ma guys arms i will live for u this is how my profile read on orkut during my last few days on orkut about me: in the pursuit of happiness i carved so much till i realised it is inside me time is a great leveller so much as changed in this life for good and better future one learns so much each passing day life is meaningful with art of living please contact me on yahoo [EMAIL PROTECTED] com love u all dears and sweethearts it was a beautiful experience in this world of true human beings I TALKED WITH GOOD PEOPLE WHO WERE GREAT AT HEART BUT TIME AS COME TO TAKE SOLID DECISION IN MY LIFE GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE WHO TOOK THEIR PRECIOUS TIME RESPONDING ME I M AN AVERAGE GUY WHO THRIVED FOR PURE LOVE AND TRUE VALENTINE AND FRIEND MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS AND PURE LOVE WILL NEVER LET ME FORGET THIS WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE IN MY JOURNEY OF LIFE AS ARYAN I KEPT EVERY THING AT STAKE TO FIND MY TRUE PARTNER AND TRUE LOVE MY FAMILY CARRIER AND LIFE TO ENTER THIS WORLD OF ORKUT INTRESTINGLY I WILL LOG OUT OF THIS WONDERFUL WORLD WITH NO REGRETS AND NO DISAPPOINTMENTS AS I BELIVE I WILL FIND MY TRUE AND PURE LOVE ON SOME GOOD DAY IN LIFE ANY ONE WHO WISH TO BE MY VALENTINE OR LIFE PARTNER CAN E MAIL ME IF POSSIBLE LEAVE U R MOB NO ALSO AT [EMAIL PROTECTED] COM love is in the air , any one looking for pure love , affection and true friendship be my valentine, dear i am passionate about love seeking long relationship searching for soulmate whenever i saw movies like notting hill, love actually ,titanic,50 first dates, city of angels n more my faith in love grew stronger,n when i came in contact with gurudev i thought i am in bliss n i will survive in the perfect storm . i was philsophical ? perhaps i wonder is it a curse to be a gay ? do gay love story exists? at end of the day its not my fault that i am gay? since childhood i cant remeber even a single day or time that i was attracted to a girl sexually . no never i am not diappointed nor do i have any regrets but if i get the oppurtunity i will ask my lord, my guruji, my god that y u made me like this ? if i was straight i could have answered to the responses that usually are attributed at colleges n offices.y is it that there is so much pain n helplessness , that is what i get to see when i ask my self for true soulmate? i observe that life is much more then these things though at the end of day u wish things were different , now i wake up every morning trying to be myself , messaging n making friends ,posting articles without any hope or agenda beliving i will see in my guys eyes when ever i go to sleep, talk to him whenever i feel he needs me just thanking the god gracefully when ever my guy touches me n allowing me to feel his presence is it too much to ask for ? love is like an ocean rain drops are sexy background for a couple (read me and my to be bf) engrossed in the intimacy of seawaves pressing fingers of hands walking shoulder to shoulder on a cloudy day at marinelines wearing heart on the shirts the whisper of the wind gasping at their ears droplets on their eyes holding the time ,sharing a laugh,walking down the lane enjoying kulfi at chowpatty frequent eye contacts' and ------------ one kiss to die for the first guy from orkut i met was vishal at king circle i waited for him 20 mins, staring at soft college buts hoping he would be on of them silently waiting at BEST BUS STOP then i called him he told me to wait right there n dont run away he will be there in few minutes he came n i literally ran away because i was too scared to meet a men in public place though after excatly 4 mins i called him saying i was afraid though he left that place i apologised for my childish beahviour n he accepted it was my first attempt to meet a gay the second guy was 35 year old jain he was fat n chubby he was waiting near akbarallys at chembur i went straight into his car n he we talked a lot shared experiences n suddenly that guy stopped over n told me to give him good blow jobs i told him it was our casual meeting he told me he had sex wid foreigners blacks was having a wife n 2 daughters good experience then there was this guy amol who was in a relationship wid one married guy i enjoyed his company he told me we dont click hmmmm he was a gay totally i could make out from his eyes one fine fine evening i met this guy called dino 32 yrs old he was a smart guy experinced bottom he told me either u have to be rich or extra ordinary looks to be sucessful in this line i will always remeber his defintion of love LOVE IS TO GIVE u learn so much things everyday then there was this guy called jai who sent me so many messages n again i enjoyed the moments that i spent wid him funnily i could,nt go for sex wid any one of them i know it was the right decision yeah i do cherish my talents n people around me now its time to cherish the one guy for whom i keep asking one more day of life from my lord i just wish i dont give up so soon so early because i left the path on immortality n devoution for earthly thing as love now every day n night just pushing my luck i carry on n on n as wriitten in ma profile Everyday I keep logging In on this Website Searching For my Soulmate, My perfect Date come On. There is SomeOne Who belives In Love n Romance .Give both of Us a Chance To Make Each Others Life Worth living i m no hunk but i dont look that bad either can u feel the love tonight you say the best when u say nothing at all 07 jun 08 when i see sweet guys cute ass juicy lips , killing eyes funky hair do nice figure sugary voice a big smile !!!!!!!!!!!! one who just smiles and walk away when a stranger comes forward with handshake when i m in wash room a guy adjusting his hair in BEST BUS when some of my friends unkowingly(dont know i m gay) kiss me on my chicks hold me high hugh me a hand on shoulder a guy in ma office simple looks, big heart, stylish walk,white teeth curious look short t shirt jockey under garment visible on jeans n memories of sanjay jain my first crush a man whom i loved and i decided to turn gay that fine morning when i woke up n saw in the mirror a humble soul its so cold tonight n i feel so lonely the wind its blowing so quitely the raindrops making sound of a whisper every moment i spend with u is a moment i treasure i dont want to close my eyes i dont want to fall asleep because i miss u babe n i dont want to miss a thing i m all out of love i m so lost without u what i m without u i want u to come back n carry me home i know u were so right today is a very calm n cool day life becomes so meaningful with realisation that i m lucky enough to feel the fresh air n drink plain water thank u oh lord for making me realise that i have diamonds around me 06 june 2008 tonight i wish to go asleep n dream about getting up in the morning and letting the sweet sunshine gazing both of us with my hands around my love and him looking right into my eyes n me carassing his hair ,kissing him on his forehead thanking lord gracefully from bottom of my heart for allowing me every moment that i wished for in my life amin love actually is all around love is in my fingers and love is in my toes hmmmmmmmm i m 23 gay from sion 5'6 working in call centre [EMAIL PROTECTED] com the irony of life and twist and turns and turmoil make u feel above helplessness and happiness just an observer a vision a force disallowing mind to take control of your heart and soul i always belived in fairy tales i belive i have touched that part of my heart today of sublime bliss and unconditional submission to my love life as given me so much but someway down the line u feel to let go of u r dreams emotions and feelings a concious decision to start a new journey amin looking for pals lucky me if get more then that happy me if i get what i want love u all one life to live one life to cherish life is beautiful nothing like art of living in this world i m here to love and make friends share there joys and happiness always there is sunshine in this world it depends at which part of world u considers ur self to be in love will move world love is so strong' love is immortal love is to give , bliss , happiness and smile is a simple delight on beautiful lips Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger.yahoo.com
