Duxtt Zon'var! Mon'xantlem!
Pirayechea 24vea vorsant tacho-mhozo sombond zull'lo. Tednachean dog-ui ixtt 
zale. Hech ixttagotichea bandpasan to amger, hanv tanger yeunk-vochunk lagle. 
"Family friends" zale.
Hea mhojea ixttak ek  bhoinn asa. Sov mhoine fattim tichem logn zalam. Tichea 
lognachea dobajea disa, mhaka udok legit piyeunk vell naslo. Torui, vellant 
vell kaddun, mhojea ghorcheam vangdda hanv tichea lognak hajir zal'lom. Ani 
tichea tea lognachea poileach disa, 'tum tacho ani to tuzo fuddar sukhi korunk 
pavum, hech mhoje anvdde' oxea utramni hanvem tika 'wish' kel'li tacho mhaka 
ghott ugddas asa.
Halinch Moddganvam gel'lom. 'Appointment' aslo ek. Tharailolea vella khub adim 
pavlom mhonnlem, ani  'chol ek chav gheum-ia' oxem mhonnint 'Bombay Cafe'-nt 
bhitor sorlom. Veittorak chav haddunk sanglem ani hatant aslolo 'paper' ugddun 
vachunk survat kortanch, mhojeach mezar, mhojea samkar boslolea cheddvacher 
mhoji nodor poddli. Tinnem mhaka 'hello' mhonnlem. Barik polle zalear konn? Sov 
mhoine adim kazar zaleli mhojea ixttachi bhoinn! Tichea kazara uprant aiz ti 
mhaka poilech pavtt melltali. Vollkhichea konnem-i poilech nodren polleli 
zalear, ti vollkhunk ievchi nasli titli mukhamollan bodol'loli. Borich bagun 
gel'li. Kazara uprant hichi bholaiki bigoddli zaum-ie, oso tichea mukhamollar 
anik ek nodor marun hanvem sumar kaddlo. 'Magir, koxem chol'lam tumchem kazari 
jivit?' Itlench vicharil'lem mat... Tichea mukhamollacho ronguch bodol'lo.... 
Ti khoim tori sanddlolea vori lagli.... kitlosoch vell ti uloilch na. Aplea 
hatant ord bhorlolo koficho glas
 ghott dhorun, ani aplech vontt chabun ti apleakuch domaunk sodi. Ogich 
vicharlo mure hika ho prosn, oxem monant mhonnlem. Tednam  mhoje mhakach vaitt 
dislem. Itlem mhonnosor, veittor ievn mhojea fuddeant chavecho glas dovrun 
koddsorlo. Tiche kodde porot gozal korunk hanv utram ievzunk laglom. Oxe 
prokrient astana, tinnem aplea monacho band foddlo -
"... Tum amcho 'family friend'... bhavacho ixtt... tantuntlea tantum dadlo 
monis. Dekhunuch mhojea kazari jivitantli gozal sangtam tuka. Duddu farik korun 
kuddi dhondeache bazarantle ostorexim nhidpi dadlo legit, itlea murkhponnan 
tiche kuddiche bhognnar korcho na. Protek rati, apnnak konn tori marunk ietolea 
porim mhoje kuddir zhuddon ietalo, ani kuddichem dhadosponn bhogche khatir 
mhojea jivachi beporva korun, ran'votti zon'varam poros-ui paxtt avtikayen 
vagtalo. To itlea murkhponnan bhog gheta mhonnosor, mhozo jiv ordo mel'lo 
zatalo. Kazar zavn attuch disamni mhaka, fuddarak ratich ievchi nhoi oxem 
dislem. Punn mhoje khuxe add, ratichi ghovachi murkhponnachi vagnnuk-ui 
chukounk vattui meklli nasli. Kazarak pondra dis zatoch, sollavea disa hanvem 
taka tachi ratichi vagnnuk bodlunk sanglem. Punn te ani fuddlea-i ratink 
koslench boreponn ailem na. Ailole rati tachem tem ran'vottponn anik sonsunk 
nozo zatoch, mhojem mon taka vittelem... tacho dves korunk
 laglem. Dekhun, kazarak don mhoine bhorche poilinch hanvem taka sanglem: 
"Mhaka, tujea vangdda tuji potinn mhunn jiyevpachi khuxi nam. Tachea 
mukhamollak pollelear, mhojem sangnnem tacher kosloch probhav-ui korina na 
mhunn distalem. Hanvem mhojeo gorjecheo vostu ghetleo, taka ani tachea ghorak 
fatt korun..." Tinnem aplea hatant axil'lea kofichea kopak tondd lavun sogli 
ofi sompoili. 
"Sodeak hanv Mobrar eka bongleant sirvidorachi chakri kortam. Goroz to bazar 
vhorunk mhonnun Moddganvam ailolim." Uprant aple ghoddialir nodor marun tinnem 
mhozo nirop ghetlo.
Tichea tonddantlean aikol'le tichech kazari jivitache ghoddnnecher mhozo 
kitlosoch vell visvasuch bosona zalo. Ani itlo vell apli khoboruch korunk na 
mhunn nivun thondd zal'le chayecho glas tonddak laitoch, tea glasant mhaka 
halinch, mhojeach ganvant aikol'le ghoddnneantlea bapui-dhuvechea 
mukhamollancho bhas zalo.
Avoi-bapaichi eklich dhuv. Ekloch put. Put tarvar asta. 18 voranchi dhuv kolej 
xikta. Char vorsam fattim, kankrachi pidda zavn avoi ontorli. Ghorant urlim 
fokot bapui ani dhuv. Put tarvar nokrek lagot porian bapian aplem tarvottiponn 
soddun dil'lem. Potik potinn ani dhuvek avoi naslolea ghorant, aple dhuvechem 
tornneponn bapaichea dolleant bhorunk laglem. Ani eke durdoivi rati, aplea 
bhitorlea zon'varacho gulam' zavn, bapain aplech dhuvecher....
Mon'xak 'rational animal' mhonntat. Tache 'rationality'-ikuch lagun to heram 
zon'varam poros vegllo-agllo tharta. Punn tache bhitorlem zon'var apli 
'rationality' visorta tendam, monis khorea orthan zon'var zata. Ekdom apli 
'rationality' naslolea zon'varanchea panvddear ietoch, to koso nachot-vagot 
hacho sumar kaddunk zaina. Tache te obhodr (wicked) vagnnuken to bolatkari zaum 
ieta... khuni zaum ieta... tantuntlean to somazache nodren apleakuch 
bhairaita... apleach khas mon'xam kodde aslole bore sombond tunttoun uddoita.
Mon'xachi 'rationality' sanddta vo to apunn zaun ti visorta tednam, mon'xache 
bhitor aslolem tem zon'var kitlem mhunnon duxtt asta nhoi? Nigtench logn 
zal'lea zoddpeak legit ekameka pasun pois korta mhonnlear kitem?
 
 Jose Salvador Fernandes
                          



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