Jiveam Khatir Atme Magnnim Kortat? Novembrache poiler, sogllea Santanchi Porob. Dor ek Kristi bhavarti, ho dis bhogttiponnan palltat. Kaim zann, Sant Padrinank (nanvan aslolea Santak) hea disa odhik kholayen magnnim kortat. Apnnalem dispottim jivit Sant Padrinam bhaxen sadem ani peleachea mogachem zaunk, dor eklo rozaran ottregun magtat. Choddan chodd bhavarti lok Santanchea porbea disa, igorjent Misan vantto ghetat. Devak argam upttana Sant Padrinank kherit argamni dhinvastat. Zollun aslole Santachem nanv ghevn uzvaddlolo dis boro divnk magttat. Punn aiz-kal, thoddim bhurgeank dilolim nanvam pollelear, tanche Sant konn ani nanvam kosim lagu zaleant tem khaxa avoy-bapaik khobor nasta. Lawrence Palha tachem nanv. To sodanch aplea avoy-bapaik dhinvasi. Ganvchea patronanchem nanv asa mhunn to dhadoxi. Ani poir Mis somplea uprant tachea samkara oskosmat ubi zalole ostoren mhontlem: “Happy feast of all Saints” To tothakun ogich poddlo. Tachi jib dorlolea porim zali. Dolleam mukhar sinema poddear dista toslem chirt tachea samkara ailem. Oi tem chitr. Visor poddun ghel’lem adlem chitr, novean jivem zalem. Suklolea zhaddacher udok poddun novi komri fulta te toren, samkara ubi zalole ostorecher tachi dixtt poddtanch, taka fattlea yadin oddun velo. Arossim St. Lawrence kopelantlea gayon monddolanchim vangddim aslim tim. Dhormik gayonam gaitam-gaitam tim mogan poddlim. Kopelacheo ghantto lokak zagrut kortat, te toren, tanchea mogachim kantaram ghorcheanchea kanar sadovlim. Sandra astig ghorabeantli dhuv. Ani Lawrence famad rampnni-nustea dhonddekaracho ekloch apurbayecho put. Itlich forok. Zavoi zatolo to kharveancho put. Vhoddlea ghorabeak loz bextti. Mog toddun udoylo. Khinnam bhitor taka haddlea yadichea sagoran guspallun udoilo astana, Sandran taka portean mhontlem. “Lawrie, happy feast of all Saints” “Same to you”, Lawrence-n mhonttlem “Mhaka pollevn ojaplo?”, Sandran vicharlem “Amche jivituch ojeapanchem zal’lem. Asum tem atam. Tuzo ghorkar….” “Somplear 2 vorsam sorlim” “Sorry”, Lawrence bablo zaun mhontlem. “Tuji ghorkarnn?” Lawrence-an dhornnir dolle laile ani dollean dukham bhorchea adim tannem suko tallean, anvddo ghillun dukham bhitorlea bhitor pottan rigoun mhonntlem. “Ti rogtacho kankr zaun sompli” Sandrache dolle dukhanim bhorun aile. Dukhest mornnachi khobor aikun tinnem Lawrence-ache hat ghott dhorle. Tichea kallzak dukhavoll zali. Noxiban dogaimkui fottoilim. Tika khub dukhlem. Ho dukhi somoi igorjichea kompoundan lokam uzram ek natok koxem zait mhunn biyelim, ani adle mogache umallem kallzan dovorun tim koddsorlim. Dusro dis Novembrachi 2 tarik. Sompun ghel’lea soglea almancho dis. Bankar bosunk Igorjen zago mellcho mhunn, Lawrence vegim ailolo. Mis suru zanvchea pondra minutam adinch igorjen lok, chikar bhorun aslo. Ubo ravunk porian samki svat nasli. Mis chalu astana to yevtin-tevttin dixtt martalo. Hi dixtt konnank tori sodtali. Hoi. Khub vorsamni kal bhettlolea Sandrak, tache dolle sodtale. Punn lokache ghorddek lagon Sandrak sodunk, tache dolleanchi dixtt komi poddtali. Mis somplem. Misacho lok bhair sorun igorz riti zait ailoli. Punn Sandra mat khoimsoruch taka disunk naslem. Lawrence-sachea kallzan vegllech vadoll bhitor sorlolem. Itlea tornne pirayer eksurponnachem jivit sarunk, sonvsar taka koddu disunk laglo. Mogall potinnichi yad taka aili. Kholayen kankrache pidden koxttovtali, toripunn; chukoi nastana almanchea disa igorjent vochunk tachea mogall potinnink zai aslem. Aichea disa taka anikui eksurponnan chaddor marlolea porim dislem. Kallzache umalle vaddun kalliz villapun roddunk laglem. To eksuro roddta to konnui monis polloit zalear, taka churchurun tachea dukhan vantto ghetlea xivai ravcho naslo. To cholun tachea mottoroxim vetana, taka dislem tachea sangata tachi potinn choltaxi. Khub bhavnnik (emotional) zaun, adleo omor-piki yadi korit gaddexim pavlo. Bolsantli chavi kaddun gaddiechem dar ugodchea vellaruch tea eksurea zagear konnem tori tachea dhavea buzak hat lailolea porim dislem. Tannem eksarkem biyeun ang kaddlem. Hatantli chavi zomnir poddli. Taka titli takot nasli vonnou ghalun ti chavi kaddchi. Itlo to dis-sopnantuch biyelolo. Konnem tori vonnou ghalun ti chavi kaddun tachea hatant dili. Nigtech kitem ghoddlam tem jivea sopnant vo…? To fattlean voulo. Ani odik kamplo. Hea pavtti osokt kudd nhoi, punn tachem kalliz dhodddhodunk laglem. Vell pidddear korinastana tannem tea mon’xak ekuch ghott veng marun vicharlem “Sandra, tum mhozo ajun mog kortay?” “Rati sopnant, mhojea ghorkaran mhojea fuddem dhimbi marun tuzo sangat zhoddun, hanv tollmolltam tem eksurponn sompounk vinonti kelea.” Soddoll asloli veng odik ornnun, Lawrence-an mhontlem, “Mhoji ghorkarnn Deva fuddean dhimbi marun, mhojem eksurponn sompounk porantun magtali, tem hanvem rati sopnant pollelam.” Lino B. Dourado
