"This Yahoo Group is Dedicate of Love" Bole To ..? [ Totally Spies Group ] << - A Next Generation Yahoo Group - >> My First Love - - - - - Picture loading a success ! Wait I heard a story from a friend and I would like to share with you guys here. My English is limited so if I have any mistakes then forgive me ^^... I just wanna try to improve my writting skills by write as much as I can... Here is the story about a couple (always about Love...lol) “My girl have a strange habit...put her back to the wall and sleep ...;p I usually see her was sleeping like that ...and every time she stand up, I know she will find a place (wall) to sleep...lol It's very funny and I never see anyone sleep like her way...and every time I ask her to sleep properly, she just stick out the tongue and smile...and I love this small habit of hers...a very sweet smile. I never ask the reason for that way of sleeping becoz I know there is a reason for everything... At the beginning... “Will you love me for whatever I am although it's weird and make u mad?" she asked. I was upset and I have to think careful before answer this question. I'm a rarely man who think about what will happen after answer...lol “Yes" I answer. Although I knew its risk for saying "yes" but I can not deny my love. I just love her too much... I was not a good guy in the past...I changed myself a lot to get a first date. It was 1 year to follow her and then have a first date. lol...I have to forget all my "1 night-lovers" and forget all the party...all the habit I have just to be a nice guy front of her... She is everything to me... 1 year 3 months 21 days, we still didn’t sleep together even stay in the same room. To a bad guy as me, it was strange...lol But I love her and I understand what she feel... A nice day, she asked me for a coffee. Then she gave me a letter and said " I want to say goodbye" . I was surprised, speechless and I couldn’t believe in my ears...in what I heard. “What r u talking about? Are you crazy? We are very good together, for what reason you want to say goodbye?" I angry asked. She smiles ... a sweet smile that killing my heart..." I'm crazy, you know that" she answered. Then I stand up and walk out the door. I thought it's just a girl trick to get more love from me. But a small detail I just forgot that she is different from the others...and from the moment I walk away, it will be the last time I see her... I waited....for the sms, for many love mails as before...but nothing. Missing her kill my heart... I see nightmare every night... 2 months after that ...I phoned her...still that weak voice she answered “Peter?"... We have coffee. Look into her eyes; she is still very lovely and beautiful...But she look pale and the lip was off-white... But there is something strange...she talks more than before. In the past, she didn’t talk too much. She just smiles when I make a joke and softly kiss...telling me a joke when I was sad. Give me a hand-knit jumper which was made by herself...there is a lot of little things that made me smiles and love her more... “I want to sleep with you in a hotel" she said. I was shock to hear that and I refused that because there is something wrong with her...I feel it. We didn’t meet again after that... 1 month later, “Visit me in room 207 the Queen hospital" I got a sms from her. I run to that hospital and I saw her...stay in the bed, pale and she looks off-white... “Now I can not sleep standing again because I have no strength to stand again..." she look outside the window and said.. I hold her hand very tight....she smiles - still those sweet smiles killing my heart..." I love you very much Peter" she said. “I love you too, you know that, don’t you?" She didn’t answer and keep looking so far... -" Come back again tomorrow, please!" -" I'll come everyday" - “And promise me that you wont ask a doctor anything about my sickness" She said. - "I promised. I will not..." The day after, I saw her standing near the window and she have to try too hard to stand...I really worried but I couldn’t ask doctor because I promised. -" I don’t want to ask doctor but I worry very much...u look very weak" I said. - “Don’t worry, I have been finished operation, I'll be ok soon" She smiles... -"You always complain when I sleep standing, I will tell u a story but you have to listen me and don’t say anything." She winks... -"Uhm" Then she told me... “When I was study in high school, I have a neighbor...she is 15 years older than me. I was closed to her and she became my best friend. One day, my first menstruation came and I was very upset. I asked her help and she asked me to lie down and sleep then blood will stop bleeding..." Then my little girl cried..." that woman raped me”… I couldn’t believe in what I heard … I hold her tightly and my tears come out …I can’t believe that she has to bear a terrible thing like that at her age… “That lady said I look very beautiful when I sleep…so ….” She cries loudly… “After that, I sleep standing becoz I was afraid if I ever lie down I will remember that lady’s face…” Think when you Fall in Love first time with Someone For More Beautiful Mails Click Here to Join this Lovely Group http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/my_firstlove/join http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/my_firstlove/join http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/my_firstlove/join http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/my_firstlove/join Sachin Choudhary Romantic Jatt mail me at [email protected] The INTERNET now has a personality. YOURS! See your Yahoo! Homepage. http://in.yahoo.com/
