**
*Pls see the write-up by NDTV copy editor who is a muslim. interesting part
is the disclaimer of NDTV towards the end. "the views expressed are not of
NDTV. NDTV never made such a disclaimer when tripatis wrote propaganda news
items. Shows the true colour of NDTV.*
**
*The dilemma of an educated Muslim youth*
Saif Khalid
Friday, September 26, 2008, (New Delhi)


http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/story.aspx?id=NEWEN20080066912&ch=633581495086718750
 Terrorists once again played with deadly bombs in Delhi on September 13,
bringing the usual destruction of life and property. By now, we Indians have
become quite accustomed to death and destruction -- man made or natural.

My very first reaction was: Will it be Indian Mujahideen (IM) once again?
Within minutes of the blasts IM claimed it was behind the savagery. I felt
like crying and shouting from the rooftop that whatever the terrorists have
done in the name of
Islam<http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/story.aspx?id=NEWEN20080066736&ch=633581498253125000#>was
wrong; that I am an Indian, who also happens to be a Muslim. I would
not
rejoice at the bleeding of my very own countrymen.

Then, exactly six days later at around 11 am I was awakened by the
cacophonic sound of my mobile. My colleague was on phone and asking: Are you
okay? There's an encounter going on in your area. The news snatched away my
sleep; it became a victim of terror.

Then followed a barrage of calls from my friends -- most of them
Hindus<http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/story.aspx?id=NEWEN20080066736&ch=633581498253125000#>--
to enquire about my well-being. I was so embarrassed, uncomfortable,
conscious of a strange guilt, defensive and uneasy. And, I was staying in an
area being projected as the "safe haven" for terrorists.

How could I gulp the hard fact that my neighbours were those who had partied
over the killing of innocent people? Jamia Nagar was on the national map
within hours of the encounter and that also for the worst possible reason.

Then came the psychological bomb -- one of the terrorists caught following
the police encounter was my namesake. I cannot describe the feeling that I
underwent the moment the name Saif was splashed across various news
channels. "What the hell?" I could react thus.

The nightmare was not over. At work, while moderating comments on many
stories on the incident and its aftermath it was difficult to ignore the
bombardment of nasty comments against Muslims. Almost 95 per cent of them
demonised Muslims and a major chunk of the surfers suggested that Muslims be
thrown out of India. The ground beneath my feet shook. I kept working, but
nothing registered. I wanted to cry. I felt like a helpless alien in my own
country. I had never thought of myself as being part of anything but the
mainstream -- the very premise of that was crumbling in front of me.

That day, the usually intrepid journalist in me lost out to the bewildered
youth. I did not feel like going to Batla House (the place of the
encounter), as I was hugely disturbed. For the first time in my life I felt
that I was the "other," or so I was made to feel. And that I was the "enemy
within," was a suspect, a potential terrorist and that, the phrase
"terrorists have no religion" was no longer valid.

The more the media discussed about the terrorists' profiles, the more
insecure I felt. Now the terrorists were no longer some gun-toting, bearded,
rustic and madrassa-educated lot. They were suave, university-educated,
guy-next-door types.

The new face of terror has really put the moderate, peace-loving Muslim
youth in a quandary.

The day after the encounter, I actually went to Batla House in Jamia Nagar
to take stock of the situation myself. People were wary of talking to
strangers, the now proverbial "siege within" was obvious, the near absence
of trust in policemen was alarming and the air was filled with various
conspiracy
theories<http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/story.aspx?id=NEWEN20080066736&ch=633581498253125000#>alleged
to have been hatched by the government.

In fact, the complete lack of trust in police among the people in the area
is an alarming situation; it's a complete communalisation of their outlook.
The sooner the government acts, the better it would be for the country.

I found myself so out of place here but even then I could not consider them
as the "other". In fact, they are Indians like you and me. It's only their
low level of education and thereby the lack of job opportunities that have
perpetually marginalised them.

This area is a forced ghetto where affluent, poor, students, teachers are
crammed in such a small space. What has been the government's initiative to
bring this huge area to the mainstream? Instead the government's apathy is
palpable -- the entire area has just one ATM (SBI) and there is no resident
welfare association. The UPA government's token gesture to open up more bank
branches in Muslim areas actually drew the Opposition's ire for what they
called "Muslim appeasement". Tour of the area to know how liberally Muslims
have indeed been appeased by successive governments since Independence.
There are no civic amenities, large parts of the area do not even get MCD
water supply and in this area talking about parks would be a big joke.

Terrorists are a fringe minority -- they do not belong to communities. They
function outside of communities. Most educated Muslim youth are like I am --
your co-worker with corporate dreams, social dreams of working alongside
every Indian to build a great nation. Putting all the blame on all Muslims
is easier option, but it will not help in bringing India's largest minority
out of their current morass.

The fight against terror will be fought on various fronts and Muslims'
continued backwardness will certainly not help the cause. The discourse of
"us and them" needs to change. Bracketing Muslims as the "other" will only
continue to aggravate the problem. Lets consider it as our problem, India's
problem; and work together to defeat the cancer of communalism, mistrust and
terrorism.

*(Saif Khalid is a Senior Copy Editor with NDTV.com. The views expressed
here are his own and not of NDTV.)*

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