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Perjalanan II [7]
/ The Journey II [7]
Bertemu dengan orang kebatinan
2
Sudah di
ada seminar masalah
Keris di sini. Dihadiri oleh salah
satu tokoh politik dan sekaligus tokoh kebatinan di
dan beberapa orang
yang terlihat sepuh di masalah kebatinan. Setelah acara
seminar tentang keris selesai, di akhir session, dengan lesehan, orang-orang
pada berkumpul, berdiskusi, omong-omongan dengan tokoh-tokoh kebatinan
tersebut. Aku mengikutkan
diri di situ. Di situlah,
cerita-cerita tentang ketinggian ajaran kebatinan
disampaikan. Baikpun oleh satu
tokoh sentral itu, maupun oleh
tokoh-tokoh tua di situ yang aku tidak mengenalnya satu
persatu. Tapi sedikit
mengecewakan aku, kenapakah
cerita-cerita mereka seputar pengalaman spiritual mereka, yang aneh-aneh
??????? Khok rasanya hanya
itu dunia mereka. Kenapakah
ketinggian suatu ilmu diukur dengan kesaktiannya ???? Tapi yang agak
menggelikan adalah..... Tokoh sentral
kebatinan itu sendiri ternyata tidak mampu mengendalikan keris yang dimilikinya.
Dia bercerita sendiri tentang itu. Aku jadi teringat
pemikiranku di SD dulu, Bahwa manusia
adalah makhluk yang mulia, derajatnya melebihi
semua makhluk, bahkan malaikatpun
tunduk bersujud kepada Adam. Tapi kenapa dengan
keris yang memang (katanya) ada isinya itu, manusia bisa kalah
???? Lha ini khok ndak
cocok rasanya ??? Mestinya
manusia-lah yang memerintahkan si keris, atau memerintahkan makhluk lain, atau
memerintahkan malaikat, dlsb ??? Dari situlah, aku
mulai berpikir, di dalam ajaran
Islam disampaikan bahwa Manusia itu makhluk yang mulia, yang derajatnya
melebihi seluruh makhluk dan seluruh alam yang diciptakan oleh Alloh
SWT. Lha tapi di
Kebatinan ini khok ada manusia
kalah sama kerisnya sendiri ??? Maka, Dari pertemuanku
dengan beberapa tokoh kebatinan itu, dan sebelum itu, kemudian dengan proses
pikir dan rasa yang mencukupi selama beberapa waktu, membukakan pikiranku bahwa
menurutku, Islam masih lebih tinggi ajarannya dibandingkan dengan kebatinan atau
kejawen. Pulang dari
seminar, lewat beberapa hari, Takdir
mendamparkanku kembali untuk bertemu dengan orang
kebatinan. Tapi kali ini agak
lain. Aku tidak sempat
bercakap-cakap dengan beliau, Hanya dipinjami
satu buku. Ketikan beliau
sendiri, Sebuah dialog
antara beliau dengan Alloh (katanya). Masih tersimpan
dengan rapi fotokopian dialog tersebut. Sampai sekarang
masih kusimpan. Setelah begitu
menerima aku pelajari, Dan tiap kali aku
bertanya pada diriku sendiri, Benarkah beliau
berdialog dengan ALloh secara langsung ???? Jangan-jangan
tipuan..... Jangan-jangan bukan
Alloh... Jangan-jangan hanya
Malaikat Jibril, Jangan-jangan hanya
malaikat saja, Jangan-jangan bukan
dengan Alloh, jangan-jangan hanya
tipuan Iblis yang menyaru saja, jangan-jangan hanya
bisikan jin perikayangan saja..... Seabrek
pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu kusingkirkan, dengan menghormati
keyakinan beliau, aku mulai membaca
dialog beliau dengan Alloh (?) Kucocokkan dengan
apa yang ada di Qur'an, Subhanalloh....... Seolah tidak ada
yang bertentangan dengan Qur'an..... menurut pemahamanku
waktu itu....... Mungkin saja Alloh
telah berdialog dengan beliau beneran, Mungkin saja beliau
telah berdialog langsung dengan Alloh, Kubaca
berulang-ulang dialog itu, Maka disitulah,
baru tampak kedalaman dari si penulis. Aku tetap tidak
berani ngeklaim bahwa orang tersebut tidak berdialog dengan Alloh, maupun
sebaliknya, akupun tidak berani ngeklaim bahwa orang tersebut bener-bener
berdialog dengan Alloh, Tapi mayoritas
kebenaran-lah yang ada, kukatakan
mayoritas, karena ternyata,
beberapa hal secara pemahaman, masih kutemui kejanggalan-kejanggalan, atau
perbedaan-perbedaan dengan masalah iktiqod ajaran Islam. bagi yang mau kopian dialog orang tersebut dengan Alloh, masih ada di saya.....
bersambung.. Journey
II
(7) Meeting with The Spiritualist 2In city �S� I had been through for
quite a long, until the day came unto me, There was a seminar on The Creese in
here. Was attended by one of politicians and also there
were the Spiritualists in And also the number of people who
were attributed as �The Elders� on spiritualism. After the seminar was done, at the
end of session, with sitting cross-legged on the carpet which was laid out on
the floor, the people were gathering around, discussing over, making
conversation with the spiritualists. I involved myself into the
conversation under way. Therein the story over the highness
of the doctrine of spiritualism was delivered unto. Both the central personage, and the
elders that I had not known each yet. But I was a little bit disappointed
by, Why were their stories twisted around
on their bizarre spiritual experience????? I felt and thought and questioned to
myself,�Why are they surrounded only by that
realm??!�, �Why is the level of the knowledge
counted by the power of each man????� And the thing which tickled me over
was�.. Even the central spiritual personage
himself turned out to be defeated by his own creese which could not be
controlled. He even told that. I was getting to remember as I was an
elementary student, �That mankind is glorious, the level
is greater than other creatures, even the angels bow down and submit to
Adam.� But why could mankind be defeated by
the dwelled creese(according to what they told)???? Don�t you feel weird toward this?It
doesn�t fit in, does it??? It has to be that mankind who orders
the creese or other things, or the angels, or
others. I started to think
therein, In the doctrine of Islam stated that
�mankind is a glorious creature, who has greater level than other creatures and
the universe which Allah SWT has created.� But, hey�, I heard a ridiculous story
that a man was defeated by his own creese in this spiritual
case. That�s
why, By having meeting with some
spiritualists, and ahead of, then within processing my way of thinking and
feeling which were completed enough for a couple of times, had opened my mind
which my view said that �The Islam doctrine is greater than The spiritualism or
The Javanese.� Got back home from seminar, a few
days later, The destiny cast me away back on a
meeting with a spiritualist. But this time was a little bit
different. We didn�t come to talk to each
other, He just lent me a
book, He typed by
himself, A dialogue between he and Allah, as
he wrote. I kept the copy of the dialogue in
neatly, And still keep it up to
now. And after I could accept even some,
then I learned it all, And I frequently asked to
myself, Did he really really make a dialogue
with Allah directly???? Whooa�., I should be aware! If it was
just for playing around�, How if we say it was not Allah
Himself? How if it was just the angel
Gabriel? How if it was not
Allah? Perhaps it was just the evil�s trick
which was disguising in sweet order, Perhaps it was just the celestial
genie�s whisper� . I tried to cast the tons of question
out, But in respecting for what he
believed, I started to read up on his dialogue
with Allah(?) Then I adjusted it to what the Koran
stated, Subhanallah�.. As if there was no contradiction with
the Koran� According to what I
thought� It might be Allah had made a dialogue
with him as a matter of fact, It might be he had made a dialogue
with Allah for that matter, I read up on and on, over and over
again�, Therein was just showed up the
intensity of the writer. I kept on not daring to claim that he
did not make a dialogue with Allah, or otherwise, I even kept on not daring to
claim that he made a dialogue with Allah either. However the majority of the truth
still existed, I told you, �the
majority�(okay?!), Because of apparently, there were
several things in comprehension term I still found,�.., the discordancies, or
the differences of the faith of the Islam doctrine. And now��., for all of you who would
like to have the copy of dialogue of him with Allah, I still have it�
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