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Perjalanan III
[8]/the journey III [8]
Maafkan saya bila
kadang lidah terasa kelu, sulit sekali untuk
mengungkapkan apa yang kualami di hanya beberapa hal
yang bisa kukatakan, Kenyataan-kenyataan
yang ada, Semua ilmu-ilmu
yang kuperoleh di tanah air, Semua bentuk
kebenaran yang hakiki, atau
tipuan-tipuan, Semua bentuk
keajaiban-keajaiban yang haq atau tipuan, terlihat jelas di
sini. Perubahan atas apa
yang selama ini kuragukan menjadi jelas, Aku tidak akan
mengatakan bahwa keajaiban, keanehan dlsb yang dialami oleh orang di sini adalah
benar semua, tidak. Aku juga tidak akan
mengatakan bahwa apa yang dialami oleh orang disini semua itu adalah salah,
tidak. Aku tidak mau
menilai semua itu, Haq dan Bathil,
rahasianya ada di Alloh, Al
FURQON, Maha
Pembeda. Hanya tahulah aku
sedikit, Bahwa di sini,
maupun di tanah air, sebenarnya hakekatnya tidak berbeda, Waktu di sini dan
waktu di tanah air, hakekatnya tidak berbeda, Hanya bagi umumnya
orang, akan tampak sekali, Bahwa
kejadian-kejadian di tanah suci, adalah merupakan
jawaban dari perbuatan kita di Bukannya balasan
saat kita ada di tanah air, kemudian di balas di
Melainkan, Apa yang kita
lakukan di Hakekatnya tidak
berbeda, Bagi beberapa orang
di tanah air ini, Setiap kejadian
yang ada, tampak sekali bahwa
ada campur tangan sang Maha Kuasa di situ. Tidak perlu nunggu
waktu terlalu lama. Alloh tidak ngantuk
dan tidak tidur, Aku jadi teringat
di suatu malam, waktu guruku yang pertama ditanya seorang
muridnya. "Mau nanya,
bagaimanakah cara bertemu Alloh atau bagaimana cara bertemu Nabi Muhammad ??",
tanya si murid. Dengan senyum yang
khas, guruku yang pertama, balas bertanya, "Kalau nanti sudah
bertemu terus bagaimana ??", tanya beliau. Si murid terdiam.
Tidak menjawab. Aku juga terdiam.
Mikir dan bingung juga mau njawab apa. diteruskan oleh si
Guru,"Setelah bertemu, apa kemudian kehidupanmu berhenti
!". "Seandainya engkau
bertemu Nabi, paling-paling akan ada jawaban, Teruskan
perjuanganku!". "Seandainya engkau
bertemu Alloh, paling-paling DIA akan berkata,"Kerjakan perintahKu dan jauhi
laranganKu". Murid terdiam tapi
menyadari. Akupun terdiam dan
mengiyakannya. Maka ketika aku
berada di Mekkah, di Medinah, Kusadari,
sebenarnya aku ziaroh, napak tilas, napak tilas dari
perjuangan Nabiku, Tidak ada kata lain
selain "TERUSKAN PERJUANGANKU"
bersambung..
Journey III
(8) I beg your mercy if it sounds
dumb, It�s really so hard to tell you about
what I went through in there. There are only several things I can
say. The
realities. The knowledges I�ve gotten from the
fatherland, Every shape of the authentic
truth, Or
lies�, Every shape of haq miracles or a
deception, are so obvious showed up in
there. And I will not tell you
that, The miracles and the
peculiarities, Which have been being through by
people in there, all are
true. No. And I will not tell you either
that, Everything they have been through in
there, all are
false. No. I don't wanna state the kind of
judgement upon all of those, Haq and Bathil were put as a secrecy
on God's hand, AL
FURQON, He is the authority of
distinguishing. I realize that I just know a
little. There or in my land has no difference
of the essence. The moment in there and here in my
land, The essence is not
different. At all. It�s just, for common
people, It will be so obvious
that, The incidents in the Holy land are
the aftermath answers from our deed at the time we are in
there. Not the payback at the moment we do
something in our own land, then we get the payback from Allah
while in there. No. It�s not kind like
that. On the
contrary, What we�re doing in
there, Allah will give us the payback, the
reward or punishment sooner. The essence is not
different, For couple of people in
homeland, Every incident has
happened, It is seemed out to be obvious that
there is an involvement from The Most Powerful
hereby. No need for quite a long time to
wait, Allah does not
sleep. It reminded me on a night, when my
first teacher was asked by his disciple, �I�d like to ask, how can I meet
Allah and prophet Muhammad??�, asked the disciple. With a characteristic smile upon his
face, my first teacher answered the
question with question, �If later you have met both of them,
so what are you going to do??�, he asked back. The disciple was silent. Not a word
out of him. The teacher continued, �After you
have met, will your life be stopped!�. �If you have met the prophet, the
prophet might says, �Keep up my struggle underway!�
.� �If you have met Allah, Allah might
says, �Keep up my order underway and keep
off my prohibiton�. The disciple kept silent, but in
realizing upon the matter. I was also silent, and affirmed it
certainly. Thus, when I was in
I realized that I actually performed
ziarah, napak tilas, Napak tilas which has been descended
by my prophet. There is no other word
but, �Keep up my
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