my friend died this week. I think we all have abilities we dont know
about, to channel things, spirits, etc, to see things. we just dont
look. I was meditating at sunset while my horses ate their evening
meal and I tried to feel my friends spiirit presence and ask her how
she needed me to help her children, a 19 year old and sixteen year old
all alone. I am going to see them today. I felt very strongly her
presence and that what I need to do most for her children is make them
smile again, thats what I have as a valuable gift. I felt that very
strongly. that is what she needs me to do. and then my mind wandered
and I felt her at my left shoulder, i almost felt her touch, she told
me what was going on in the mnd of each horse, and I realized it was
something i had known all the time, how Nasi is feeling like he doesnt
belong to any horse anymore since Teev left, I put him in with trausti
and then took him away in with Fox. he feels insecure about this.
about Teev gone and all these changes. i need to put him in with
trausti and keep him there. Stonewall bored and wanting out more, he
promises he will be good. Trausti still afraid I will ask him to do
something terrifying. Jas knows he is sick and knows I am trying to
help him. Traveller doesnt understand why I dont give him attention
like the others, he doesnt know he is my husbands horse he just feels
for whatever reason I ignore him. Fox is ok, but thinks his job is to
look after curly and nas, the small ones. He takes it very seriously.
But are these things I noticed because i took the time to look at
them? Whatever. It doesnt matter. just matters that i looked at it.
spiritual musings are wonderful i think. was good to know I shouldnt
go over to my friends house and try to take over the world, i just
need to make them smile again. that is a simple assignment for me!
janice
--
even good horses have bad days sometimes.
