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      "Where I'm Supposed To Be"

I could have gone to a couple of gatherings at the homes of friends and
family on Boxing Day. I could have stayed home and curled up with a good
book all day. The last thing I intended to do with a perfectly good 
stretch
of peace and quiet, was join the throng of post-Christmas shoppers. Yet,
when my husband called and asked me to meet him at the mall, I went.

Long lines of loud shoppers stood outside most of the stores. Everyone 
was
noisy and animated. They couldn't get into those stores fast enough to 
spend
their money. We were surprised by the number of young people in the 
mall.
They outnumbered the adults 2 to 1 - easy.

After my husband found what he was looking for, we grabbed a quick bite 
to
eat in the Food Court. I felt a little restless and decided to stay 
behind
and do some research at the book store. I grabbed a pile of reference 
books,
found myself an empty chair, and started making notes. Four hours 
slipped
away from me.

Still feeling restless, I decided to use the gift certificate from the
bookstore my daughter had given me for Christmas. I found a beautiful 
book
called 'The Quiet Little Woman' by Louisa May Alcott, and picked it up 
for
my granddaughter. Then I found 'A Memory of Christmas Tea' by Tom Hegg, 
and
picked that one up for myself. Since both of the books were Christmas 
books,
they were 50% off. Perfect. My gift certificate would cover the cost of 
both
of them.

My research was done, my shopping was finished and I was getting tired. 
I
couldn't shake the odd, aimless feeling in my  gut, but I'd run out of
excuses to stay in the store. Finally, I left.

Since my truck had been sitting out in the cold all afternoon, I let it 
warm
up for a few minutes before I put it into gear. While I was sitting 
there, I
noticed a young boy in the next aisle of the parking lot. He kept 
ducking
down. I knew he wasn't trying to break into a car, he was in the middle 
of
the aisle-way. The truck was parked in the farthest spot from the mall
entrance, which gave me plenty of time to watch him make his way past 
the
cars and trucks.

It wasn't until he crossed over to the aisle I was parked in, that I
realized he was bending down and picking up change off the ground. He 
bent
down in front of my truck, and when he stood up, we made eye contact. I 
took
him to be around ten-years-old.

In that split second, the contrast between the frenzied kids on their
shopping sprees inside the mall, and the one lone kid picking up change 
off
the ground outside the mall, was terribly apparent. The youngster in 
front
of me was wearing one blue glove and one tan glove. His coat was about 
two
sizes too small. The zipper was held in place with a big safety pin. As 
he
walked away from me, I saw his shoes. They looked like they'd outlived 
their
usefulness a couple hundred miles ago.

I rolled down my window and called him over. He came, sort of. He left a
good distance between us, standing hesitantly - poised for flight. I 
could
tell by the fearful look on his face that he half expected me to yell 
and
chase him off. My heart hurt.

I asked him if he needed some money. His reply was instantaneous. "No, 
no.
That's okay."

The parking lot was wet and slushy. I could tell his feet were cold by 
the
way he kept shifting his weight from one foot to the other.

"Please," I insisted, holding out a five dollar bill. "It's not much, 
but
when money is shared, it seems to go a lot further."

He took a step closer. "Would it be okay if I spend it at McDonald's?" 
he
asked, hiking his thumb over his shoulder, in the direction of the fast 
food
restaurant across the street.

"Sure you can," I answered. "You can spend it wherever you like."

He pulled off one of his gloves and reached for the money. His small 
hand
was red and chafed. That thinly knitted glove wasn't keeping his hand 
warm
at all.

"Would you mind taking these off my hands," I asked, picking up the 
spare
pair of gloves my husband keeps in the truck. They were old, but they 
were
good warm gloves. "I bought my husband a new pair for Christmas, but as 
long
as he's got these ones, those new ones will sit on the shelf at home and
never get used. What do you say? Will you help me out?"

"Okay," he answered. "I'll help you."

He took the five-dollar bill, stuffed it inside his glove and put the 
glove
back on his hand. I passed him my husband's gloves and watched him put 
them
on. A big smile, the first one I'd seen, spread across his face. 
"Thanks!
These are great!"

"Glad you like them kiddo," were the only words I could get past the 
lump in
my throat. The gloves were way too big for him... and he was so very 
happy
to have them. Most kids his age wouldn't be caught wearing them, period, 
let
alone in public.

He looked over his shoulder, towards McDonalds.

"Are you hungry?" I asked.

He looked down at the ground, "Yes."

"Me too!" I said.

He started to pull the glove off. "Do you want your money back?" he 
asked,
with genuine concern in his voice.

"No, no. I just meant I better get home."

"Oh. Okay."

After another big 'thank you', he walked away. I watched him go. When he 
got
to the road, he turned and waved his small hand, encased in that great 
big
glove, at me. I waved back, put the truck in gear and drove away. I 
didn't
want him to see me cry.

The next time I feel restless and off kilter, unable to figure out why 
I'm
not doing what 'I' think I should be doing, I'm not going to analyze it 
and
wonder what the heck is wrong with me. I know I'll end up exactly where 
I'm
supposed to be.

� 2000 Terri McPherson
Windsor, Ontario, Canada
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