In a message dated 12/26/2001 8:17:50 PM Eastern Standard Time, 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:

<< So, in the morning I plan to start first thing 
 on removing and storing all the Christmas stuff.  Does anyone want to work 
 with me on that?  Please say yes:) >>

Sorry Mary, I am still putting my decorations up.  Yes, you heard me 
correctly.  Every year I vow that I am going to start right after 
Thanksgiving with the decorations so that we have the entire month of 
December to be getting in the "spirit" & enjoying them but this year was 
worse than usual.  Usually I put the tree up about the week before Christmas 
& then spend 2 days getting the lights right & then am still putting the 
decorations on Christmas Eve. Well, this year I thought it would be different 
since DH took off the week before Christmas.  He had a total of 12 days off 
in a row....well you guessed-it he did diddlysquat.  Well, I guess I should 
take that back.  He did put up the icicle lights & put lights on the bushes 
in front of the house after much prodding from me.  He tried to make me do it 
saying that I would never be satisfied with the way he did it.  I assured him 
that no matter how he did it they all look the same once they are lit up at 
night.  I did the 3 trees in the center "island" & arranged the 4 reindeer.  
I went out in the pouring rain with my older DS & picked out a tree.  I spent 
every waking moment for the 3 weeks in December prior to Christmas trying to 
declutter the living room & kitchen & not just stuff & hide things like I do 
every year.  He did wrap some presents that were in nice squared boxes....no 
weird shapes for him.  He did get the kids up & give them breakfast that week 
& drive them to school on the days that I didn't have to be at the school for 
some reason (field trip, parties, & resale shop).  But when it came down to 
the final wire & it was obvious that I wasn't going to make-it he quit on me. 
 He refused to help get the decorations out of the attic (luckily one box was 
still in the hallway that he had never put up from last year) or hang a 
single ornament on the tree.  My older DS (11) helped me get the stuff down 
the ladder & put all of the unbreakable ornaments on the tree for me.  DH did 
go to the grocery store a few times that week but only picked what he wanted 
or what was needed for that very meal we were preparing that day.  He ran a 
lot of errands for himself without asking if I needed anything.  If I made 
him take the cellphone with him he turned it off so I couldn't call 
him...just him call to "check-up" on me.  Anyway, to get back to why I am 
just finishing decorating now.  I managed to finish the tree & get the floor 
cleared & vacuumed in the living room.  I even ran the wet swiffer on the 
hardwood floor which I hadn't done before & it did a nice job.  I dusted & 
tried to clean up the kitchen the best I could while knowing that I only had 
a few hours for Santa to get there & do his "stuff" & be gone before the kids 
got up.  My oldest is 11 & he is a diehard believer & he has told me he 
doesn't care what anyone says that he knows that Santa is real & even I can't 
change his mind (I have never tried).  Well, 8:00 came & he & his 8 year old 
brother got up & I was still stuffing the rest of their gifts in Christmas 
bags.  All of the designated gifts from Santa don't get wrapped so I just had 
to set them out.  This year my kids were only allowed to ask him for 3 gifts 
a piece since that is all the wise men brought to baby Jesus.  Luckily they 
were reasonable requests & Santa managed to get them all.  There were more 
things from Mom & Dad though that had to be wrapped so there I was trying to 
remember what gift was for which person & stuffing a bunch in each bag.  
Everything Harry Potter related was in one bag, everything for the "moose" or 
"giraffe" collections were in their own bags, etc.  DH managed to keep the 
kids in our bedroom while I worked like a madwoman.  When you are up all 
night & and haven't eaten properly & are worried that you are going to "blow" 
the Santa illusion, and DH is getting more & more disgusted by the minute, 
and the large Snowmen collection & the angel collection are still all over 
the end table & the coffee table in piles & wrapping paper, tape, & 
decorations boxes are everywhere....well that would have been a good time for 
the rapture to occur & put me out of my misery.  I have never been so 
stressed in all of my life.  Usually I am watching Christmas movies & 
listening to carols & drinking hot cocoa while I am doing all of this things 
but I was on a nonstop 24 hour frenzy that almost didn't get the job done.  I 
say almost because I did get everything done that really mattered for 
Christmas morning but the angels & snowmen sat right where they were until 2 
days ago.  I usually leave them up until I get out the "spring" stuff since 
they are not really Christmas but winter decorations so I was determined to 
finish the job.  Well, they are where they belong & looking mighty happy if I 
do say so myself.  I would have felt extremely guilty if they had spent 3 
seasons in the attic just waiting until their turn to get out for me to turn 
around & put them away after only a week of freedom (and limited freedom it 
was since they were in a pile on the tables).  Okay, I know I am weird but I 
love my snowmen & I always put certain ones next to each other.  My youngest 
DS is a big snowman fan too & would not have forgiven me if I had put them 
away without displaying them for a t least a month.  

Okay, now for the tree.  Since it was pouring rain when we picked out the 
tree I didn't pay my usual good attention to the trunk.  It is a beautiful, 
full 7- 1/2' douglas fir but unfortunately the branches went all the way to 
the bottom.  After cutting off the bottom 3 branches the trunk still wouldn't 
touch the bottom of the tree stand.  DH put a few stones from the garden in 
the bottom & put the tree on top & said it would be fine....NOT!!  The stand 
has little prongs that grip the bottom of the tree to keep it upright & 
stones shift...so you guessed it.  The tree started leaning really far to one 
side.  I came up with the idea of taking a small chunk of wood & hammering a 
nail through it & partially into the bottom of the trunk (thus making the 
trunk longer but leaving a little gap for water intake) & filling in the 
sides with "lots" of stones to insure no tobbling.  Well, being a typical man 
(no offense JFC male members) since this was an idea of mine it obviously was 
a stupid one & wouldn't work so the tree sat for several days in the stand in 
the living room leaning while we could have been getting the decorating done. 
 He had promised to help decorate the tree if it had been done in a timely 
fashion (not Christmas Eve) but since he waited until the evening of 12/23 to 
decide to try out my idea he got out of helping out.  As predicted it worked 
fine...until one of my son's friends squeezed behind the tree to look at some 
presents & knocked it crooked again 2 nights ago.  Again I came to the 
rescue.  DH said that it couldn't fall since the stand was big & heavy but I 
was more worried about the glass ornaments that were beginning to fall off 
the one side.  I took some string & knotted 6 strands together to make it 
very strong & using a pair of long kitchen tongs I fed it into the tree & 
around the trunk at about eye level.  I tied it tightly to the tree & then 
nailed the other end on the other side of the top corner of the doorway 
molding into the dining room.  It was up high so it cleared any heads that 
might be in the vicinity.  DH pulled the tree up straight while I pulled the 
string tight so he acted like he was the one that fixed it.  If it had leaned 
anymore the angel was going to have to use her wings to stay up there. 

Okay, now for Christmas Day.  The boys were very happy with their gifts.  I 
was happy with my gifts (even though DH bought the wrong perfume and wrong 
flavor mints-12 tins of cinnamon altoids when I wanted wintergreen-hope Cosco 
will exchange).  I received 29 piggies altogether from my boys, my DH, my 
sisters & a few friends.  I opened a box from a nice jewelry store that is 
nearby & was very surprised.  DH hasn't bought me jewelry since my engagement 
ring eons ago.  Well, I don't know why I was surprised-A piggie pin & 
earrings.  I love my piggies so I was happy.  My favorite pig was an old 
blown glass ornament from the 1940s that DH got from an antique store (most 
of my pigs were antiques from the '30s to the '50s).  I arranged all of the 
pigs on a tray that has a wooden edge & end handles & put it on the coffee 
table so I could admire them without them being in danger of breaking...NOT!! 
 The boys were rolling around on the couch after repeated warnings that they 
were going to break my pigs.  I even held up the old glass one & pointed out 
to them how fragile it was. Well, you guessed it...I was downstairs on the 
computer & I heard a crash & then a bunch of yelling & accusing & denying & I 
just knew what had happened.  I had a feeling when I opened the pig that his 
days were numbered...I guess I should have trusted my hunch & put him up out 
of reach.  Well, now there is a big whole in his side & hiney.  He is about 
the size of a large orange so if I put it in the curio near the back with 
other piggies surrounding him maybe it won't show.  Of course the boys are 
blaming each other & offered gifts of their own for me to break in 
retaliation but I don't think that would exactly "fix" things.  I have moved 
the tray to the top of the hermit crab aquarium & threatened bodily harm to 
anyone that goes near it.  The boys feel bad & they know that I forgive them 
but I had just warned them about the very thing that happened & they just 
wouldn't listen.  They are forbidden to share the couch at the same time 
until further notice.  LOL  Okay I have gotten away from Christmas Day a 
little (the break didn't occur until several days later).  All of my extended 
family was going to hang out at their respective homes for a while & then 
bring their designated dishes of food over to my nieces house to eat and 
exchange gifts there.  There wasn't a designated time for this but most of 
the food was in crockpots or cold dishes (cold cut platter & rolls, etc.) so 
straggler could eat when they wanted.  Well, I was on the couch while we 
opened the gifts & we finished about 9:30 a.m.  I figured that we would go to 
my nieces (1/2 hour away) at about 1:30 or 2:00 p.m.  The next thing that I 
knew it was 1:00 & I was just waking up.  I needed a shower, I had food to 
prepare, & I had everybody's gifts that needed stuffing in present bags 
still.  I ran into the kitchen demanding to know why no one had waken me-DH 
seemed in no hurry.  He had made the pasta salad for me...not very good but I 
thanked him & let it go at that.  He had also made a plate of dried beef 
stuffed with cream cheese & horse radish so I decided to skip the dips that I 
was supposed to make.  I grabbed everyone's presents & starting bagging them 
up.  This was not an easy task since all of the nieces & nephews were getting 
similar gifts but different enough that I had to make sure I didn't get them 
mixed up & my boys had their presents including jillions of leggos all over 
the floor.  I don't know what happened (time warp..or alien abduction) but by 
the time I was done & had everything packed & in boxes by the door& had 
showered & had the kids dressed & in presentable clothing it was after 4:30.  
DH had gone back to bed & was laying there flipping channels like he had all 
of the time in the world.  Well, by the time we got to my niece's house 
everyone had left & gone to my sister's house.  They had left food behind for 
us to eat & we exchanged gifts with my niece & her two daughters.  There were 
a few of their friends there also but my DH was mad at me.  He was mad that 
there wasn't a hot turkey or ham dinner & that what was there had been 
sitting out for a while.  I couldn't argue about the choice of menu since he 
would love to host a big meal here cook everything himself but my clutter has 
kept us from entertaining for at least 4 years now.  My mother that only 
lives 10 miles away hasn't been here in almost that long.  If she drove maybe 
would have come over & given me a hand a long time ago but it is too far gone 
for her help now.  It is up to me & I made a good dent in it in the last 
month but I am a long way from company.  We then went to my sister's to 
exchange with the rest of the family.  My nephew & his girlfriend were there 
from Lancaster & were waiting for us so they could go back.  They had to get 
up early for work the next day.  We stayed there for another hour or so when 
I said we had better leave since we had another stop to make.  A man that 
works with my DH has an open house every Christmas & the boys & I really 
wanted to go...even for a few minutes.  He has an addition built on the back 
of his house that is right out of the past.  A huge stone fireplace on one 
wall & the entire ceiling is hung with antique baskets.  Antiques are 
everywhere.  I just love it & I had a gift for them & just wanted to stay for 
a minute.  We pass their development on the way home but DH decided he didn't 
want to stop (retaliation)?.  I know that he had to get up for work the next 
morning but it was only about 8:30 & he laid in bed flipping channels for 
quite a while when he did get home.  This man is always picking me up unique 
pigs at yard sales & antique stores & he always gives my kids antique models 
as gifts.  I am sure I received all the blame the next day at work when the 
man asked where we were.

Anyway, after Christmas I just vegged out I played with the kids.  I took 
them to see Monster's Inc. & we baked cookies & filled little "wagon wheel" 
pretzels with different flavored chocolate chips & baked them until the chips 
softened & then pressed nuts or M&M's, or toffee pieces on the top.  Very 
tasty & pretty.  DS had the first stages of a report due as soon as he went 
back to school yesterday so we worked on that.  Anyone have any pictures of 
Mt. Vesuvius that you would like to share?  Is Carmen still a member?  Maybe 
she has actually seen it & taken pictures.

So, Mary, I will not be undecorating with you.  I will be enjoying my 
"winter" stuff until the season changes again.  I will take the tree down at 
the end of the month unless the needles start dropping but not one has fallen 
so far.  It is still taking about a liter of water a day.  And hopefully my 
string will hold up & keep it upright.  Around here you can still see lit up 
trees through the windows even into February.  I was sure they were probably 
artificial but last year I was surprised to see trees out with the trash cans 
in February & March.  We like to hang onto the Magic of Christmas around 
here!!!  LOL  

I will be working with you (once I get off this computer) but I am doing 
laundry, sorting old clothes, making doctor appointments, chucking out papers 
& trying to clean out the family room so we can have a fire in our fireplace. 
 We haven't had one in several years because of my clutter & I am determined 
to change that.

Hope I haven't irritated any of you with all of my long ramblings.  Please 
don't write back with comments on what a rotten, lazy, unsupportive husband I 
have.  I have not been a very good example myself & I know what a good 
husband he can be when I have done my part.  We have been married for 12 
years and I have let him down as a housewife for most of them.  I am trying 
to change that so I can win his support & trust back.  I am not agreeing that 
it was right that he didn't help us with the decorations but there is nothing 
you could say that I haven't already thought & If the tables were turned & he 
didn't mow the lawn or bring home a paycheck I don't know how supportive I 
would have been of him.

Anyway it is New Years Resolution time & I am determine to declutter the 
house, lose some weight, and have a normal family life without stress!!!

Now that I have written all of that I am basically caught up with you guys & 
won't need to ramble so much in the future.  Still need to meet with the 
lawyer to try to contest the ruling on my lawsuit.  Still need to regulate my 
medication so I am more alert during the day. (hypersomnia- on Adderall & 
Provigil).  Still need to go to bed before most people are getting up so I 
don't feel so tired even if I didn't have hypersomnia.

Debbie in Delaware

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