You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs, Sussi
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Sent: Tuesday, January 08, 2002 9:45 AM
Subject: [JFC]: Just checking in

Hi everyone,
      I think I am back among the living again.  I had a pretty good bout with the FMS and CFS.  When it hits it is like a case of the flu.  The ache all over, headache, etc. I think the worst for me is the totally exhausted feeling, even when I am lying down, and the feeling that your body is too heavy to even turn over in the bed.  But, I am finally coming out of it again, and ready to get back to this de-cluttering project.  Since I didn't have anything else to deal with, my glasses got broken and since I don't have a spare pair, I am going around blind until the new ones are done.  They have to be sent off (none of this 2hr wait stuff) because of the way the lens have to be ground for me.  On top of that--my appointment to see this doctor about a little sore on my forehead was yesterday afternoon.  He is pretty sure it is cancer.  We will know for sure after the biopsy.  I just couldn't ! deal with that yesterday so I have to call back in and set an appointment to get the biopsy done.  This doctor does plastic and reconstructive surgery so I was really surprised when he said I would have a scar.  He drew a diagram on my forehead and handed me a mirror to see the area he would cut out.    But if I don't have the surgery I will really have a scar plus it is not very far away from my left eye.  So when you guys say your prayers--say one for me.
      Before we left town yesterday (dh was driving me, since I can't see to drive without glasses) I picked up a stack of clear storage boxes and a big package of manila folders.  Now I have no excuse for not sorting papers and supplies in the dreaded office/studio.    Which reminds me---when the eye doctor was checking my eyes he informed me that he can see the beginnings of cataracts in my eyes.  I felt like kicking him in his shins. Like I really needed to hear that yesterday.  That's a very bad thing to tell anyone, and especially someone who has struggled for years to get to a point to be able to devote some serious time to painting.   
      I notice there's not been much activity on the JFC list. I hope that means everyone is just busy, busy, with no time to post.  
      Speaking of busy---guess I better get to it.  
Love to all
Mary M. in La.

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"This is the Day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."

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