[JFC]: Re: Julie

[Kayrun]

Awww, Julie!
First, a big cyber=hug:
{{{{{{{{{{{JULIE}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Now, take a couple of cleansing breaths & repeat to
yourself:  "I am only human.....I am only human....."
(sorry, I couldn't think of anything really profound!  :)
You are feeling VERY normal postpartum feelings, my
friend.....very overwhelming.
My first thought is like someone else here wrote......try
giving one or more of those "volunteers" who are AWOL
a phone call telling them you are quickly coming to the
end of your rope & you need some HELP!!!!
Is there any chance you have a neighborhood pre-teen who
would come in & play with Mary for a little while (ideally
while Preston is sleeping) so you could have a bit of rest
or just "mommy" time?
Sometimes people just don't "get it" unless you wave the
white flag.
Thinking of you,
Karen G.