> Sometimes I think it really stinks to be so sensitive and have such an
open
> heart, because it feels so very personal to me, and I truly just can't
stop
> the tears.
Just a few days ago I was overwhelmed by the beauty of this community, this
jmdl, and now I am overwhelmed with sadness. It's hard to function, so
surreal, and yet very real. I remember thinking of how beautiful the clouds
were on my flight home, how utterly gorgeous they seemed, like some kind of
heavenly garden, now forever tainted by these events.
I thought about how the Simpsons went to New York, and Homer parked his car
right in front of the World Trade Center and got a boot on it, and how he
went up to the very top of tower 1 only to find that the bathroom was out of
order, and he had to go all the way down and then up to the top of tower 2,
just to use the bathroom, and then, he was so determined to get home, he
drove his car with the boot on it, all the way through New York City.
That's how hard it feels to function, accomplish anything right now...
I am grateful for the love that is here..
Victor
Victor Johnson
http://www.cdbaby.com/victorjohnson
"Velveteen rabbits and moonbeams,
Come when you lay down your head.
While you are sleeping, they kiss you and tell you,
That you are the reason the sun lights the sky."
Scarlet-V. Johnson
