Okay, I might be the last woman on the list you may picture being a Joni wannabe.  My
Mediterranean look pretty much eliminated that possibility.  But I still fancied 
myself quite the
little hippie, I did have Abbie Hoffman hair.  Although I am queer, I was not ever 
really that
attracted to Joni's looks.  Curly dark hair the complete opposite shape, 5'6 and 
round.  But I
could sing a little.  So being a high school sophmore (72/73), and acting like one, I 
used to sing
in the cafeteria, doing all my imitations, Johnny Mathis and Joni in particular,Ethel 
came much
later.  I would walk down the halls and girls would yell out requests to sing 
especially, "You
Turn Me On..."  Being a Leo I always complied.  Deep voice and all, I could hit every 
note that
Joni dished out back then.  Whether or not I sounded like her is only an urban myth 
now, but I
thought I did somewhat.  I took up guitar for a very short time and sucked.  So I 
tried to write
at least lyrics that were as profound and as multi-layered as Joni's.  I sucked at 
that too.  

I also dreamt of being her "Little Green" - although I am at least 10 years older than 
Kilauren. 
Couldn't it be somehow that I was her daughter?!  Well of course not.  
Later and thankfully, Phoebe Snow came aong and I fit much more into her look and 
sound.  And now
neither Joni nor I can hit those notes anymore.  So finally we have something in 
common!  

But what I wouldn't have given to live her life, so free so creative soooo cool!  I 
think we all
live vicariously through the life and times of Joni.  She gives us that portal to 
dream through
and to know we are not so strange, for being so different and thinking outside that 
box.  And here
we have found all our fellow Joni geeks and I, for one, am finally at peace with not 
being her.  I
am truly anjoying life as one of her greatest fans and damn proud to be one, DED and 
all!  

Peace,
Susan

NP: Joni/T'log/Chinese Cafe-Unchained Melody
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