Of course you are not mad. All three women represent the transformation of your soul in different stages of a spiritual journey. The representation of Joni being their ultimate goal. Three different roads to ultimately becoming joni. Susan Sarandon represents you pleasing everyone, taking the well worn path that others may expect of you. Alison Anders is your inner child. You resist her because even though she has Joni's approval, you fear reprisal. Bonham Carter is the solution she is the incarnation that allows you to blend the two and achieve your goal ... not a perfect Joni, but, one that represents where you are in your spiritual growth. The others are those who you are afraid will not accept your half formed state. Who perhaps depend on your maturity, look up to you, pieces of yourself really. It is also interesting that the dream revolves around a show or a movie. The others may in fact be the audience that you perceive needs you to perform in a prescribed way. This dream is telling you it's ok to be where you are. Susan Sarandon may have the approval of Hollywood, but, the end result is a phony Joni. Take steps to let yourself go and don't worry about appearing childish.
Send $75.00 for this e - therapy session to: Just kidding! Ted -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Tuesday, April 01, 2003 1:06 AM To: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Subject: Joni dream well, I dont get it but some one out there may. Last night i dreamt I was in a meeting with Susan Sarandon, whats hername Anders and a joni lookilikey. All three were talking about films they were making of joni's life. They were all arguing about the authenticity of their interpretations and the closeness to the reality of jonis life. In the dream I found myself warming to Susan Sarandon, who kept saying 'though she had the clout of hollywood behind her and a big budget, she wouldnt let that affect her realistic and gritty approach.' Alison Anders was a bit snooty and kept telling everyone she had jonis approval and shaking her head in a knowing way. I have jonis approval...I have jonis approval. In the dream I wanted to hit her. The lookilikey sort of became joni and just stood there. Then somehow Helena bonham Carter appeared and started talking about joni the actress and said that she played her husband in Planet of the apes. Then I was looking at a big screen of Helena bonham carter talking to Joni in an ape outfit. You could tell it was joni cos the ape had very light blonde hair. They were talking about ways of letting the others know. Who the others were and what it was they wanted to let them know is beyond me...and then i woke up. Am I mad?
