Greetings...

It's always been my suspicion that Joni (and the boys) were doing blow during 
the WTRF period, tour included. I've just always felt that way. In fact, on 
my WT tour poster, the shot of Joni clearly shows one of her nostrils is 
larger than the other (same photo was used on the front of the tour book..). 
When WTRF came out, I was still very young to fully appreciate the artist 
that IS Joni Mitchell, but I was fully caught up with the older material and 
waiting for it's release. Though a wee bit 'slick' in terms of production 
value, I LOVED the disc to pieces, probably in part because as a youngster, I 
had a lot of trouble with 'the jazz" (which has now become my fave part of 
the JM catalogue), and so the sound of WT said to me that the messy jazz 
thing was finally over.

I'm not quite sure what caused it, but I always had this sort of upset & fear 
about my favorite musicians using drugs (probably a reflection of my own 
fears about MY drug use...). And so, silly observations like the one above 
about the WTRF poster were my forte as a youngster - I was always looking for 
clues. I'm not so sure that our Joan was 'done' with the Bolivian marching 
powder after 'Rolling Thunder,' although she's always quick to remark how ill 
she was when the tour ended and she drove across country. I think this has 
something to do with why she was adamant about NOT appearing in 'Renaldo & 
Clara'. Another silly observation from my adolesence is that at one point 
during the 'Refuge'  Concert video, it almost looks as though Joni walks off 
to the side of the stage and ingests something...I've really put some time 
into this little fascination! Joni also looks like shit in the promo video 
for "Chinese Cafe", very unlike her. She looks pale and a little gaunt, at 
least for someone who even in the midst of true UNhealth manages to look 
radiant. Someone lost quite a bit of weight between the filming of S&L and 
WTRF related stuff.

Finally, I left Wally B. laughing himself to tears once on the telephone just 
before the release of TI. He had received a promo cassette of the final 
product and did send me one (only maybe 2 weeks before the official release, 
but it was still quite a thrill to be early!), and having told me the first 
single was called "How Do You Stop?", I had a dream that the picture sleeve 
for the single had a photo of Joni holding her head in angst over a large 
pile of Cocaine. Looking back now, this is undoubtedly related to my own 
problems with the stuff which, at the time of said dream, has escalated to 
the 'art' of freebasing. Hope the dream gave some of you a little chuckle.
Clean and sober (for the better),
Chris
NP: "Ladies Man"

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