I first tried when I was 7 by jumping out of a 3rd floor window and getting up without a scratch. Again at 16, just got very sick. At 20 I put myself in a 9 day coma. Boy I was really pissed when I woke up. My final attempt was the same year. I escaped from where i was incarcerated in the dead of night, travelled a 100 miles to the sea. It was mid winter, very cold and very dark. I walked along a high bridge and threw myself into the sea. I went SPLAT!! right into the mud-the tide was out. I gave up then and thought I'd stick this life out. Just thought I'd cheer you up. I think it is amusing anyway. Life is very strange, just look at this jmdl thing......
