Hi.  I stopped home to change and this timely special was awaiting.
Save it for later if need be, as will I.  Happy Sunday.
Ed

Robert Fisk: A gripping diary of one week in the life and death of Beirut
Published: 23 July 2006
Sunday 16 July

It is the first time I have actually seen a missile in this war. They fly
too fast - or you are too busy trying to run away to look for them - but
this morning, Abed and I actually see one pierce the smoke above us. "Habibi
(my friend)!" he cries, and I start screaming "Turn the car round, turn it
round" and we drive away for our lives from the southern suburbs. As we turn
the corner there is a shattering explosion and a mountain of grey smoke
blossoming from the road we have just left. What happened to the men and
women we saw running for their lives from that Israeli rocket? We do not
know. In air raids, all you see is the few square yards around you. You get
out and you survive and that is enough.

I go home to my apartment on the Corniche and find that the electricity is
cut. Soon, no doubt, the water will be cut. But I sit on my balcony and
reflect that I am not crammed into a filthy hotel in Kandahar or Basra but
living in my own home and waking each morning in my own bed. Power cuts and
fear and the lack of petrol now that Israel is bombing gas stations mean
that the canyon of traffic which honks and roars outside my home until two
in the morning has gone. When I wake in the night, I hear the birds and the
wash of the Mediterranean and the gentle brushing of palm leaves.

I went to buy groceries this evening. There is no more milk but plenty of
water and bread and cheese and fish. When Abed pulls up to let me out of the
car, the man in the 4x4 behind us puts his hand permanently on the horn, and
when I get out of Abed's car, he mouths the words "Kess uchtak" at me. "Fuck
your sister." It is the first time I have been cursed in this war. The
Lebanese do not normally swear at foreigners. They are a polite people. I
hold my hand out, palm down and twist it palm upwards in the Lebanese
manner, meaning "what's the problem?". But he drives away. Anyway, I don't
have a sister.

Monday 17 July

The phones are still working and my mobile chirrups like a budgerigar. Too
many of the calls are from friends who want to know if they should flee
Beirut or flee Lebanon or from Lebanese who are outside Lebanon and want to
know if they should return. I can hear the bombs rumbling across Hizbollah's
area of the southern suburbs but I cannot answer these questions. If I
advise friends to stay and they are killed, I am responsible. If I tell them
to leave and they are killed in their cars, I am responsible. If I tell them
to come back and they die, I am responsible. So I tell them how dangerous
Lebanon has become and tell them it is their decision. But I feel great
sorrow for them. Many have been refugees four times in 24 years. Today I am
called by a Lebanese woman with Lebanese and Iranian citizenship and one
child with a US passport and another with only a Lebanese passport. Her
situation is hopeless. I suggest she travels to the Christian mountains
around Faraya and try to find a chalet. It will be safe there. I hope.

I come back from Kfar Chim where part of an Israeli missile or an aircraft
wing has just partially decapitated the driver of a car. He looked so
tragic, his head lolling forward in the driver's seat, just looking at all
the blood splashing down his body on to the floor. Abed was getting spooked
because I spent too long at the scene. The Israelis always come back.
"Habibi, you took too long. Never stay that long again!" He is right. The
Israelis did come back and bombed the Lebanese army.

Now my housemaid Fidele is spooked. She thinks it is too dangerous to travel
from the Christian district of Beirut to my home since the Israelis blew the
top off the local lighthouse 400 metres from my front door. Fidele is from
Togo and makes fantastic pizzas (I recommend her Pizza Togolaisi to anyone)
so I send Abed off to pick up her up and bring her to my home for one hour.
She puts my dirty clothes in the washing machine, and after five minutes the
power goes off and we have to take them all out and try again tomorrow.

Tuesday 18 July

At 3.45am, I wake to the sound of tank tracks and a big military motor
heaving away in the darkness. I go downstairs to find that the Lebanese army
has positioned an American-made armoured personnel carrier in the car park
opposite my home. It has been placed strategically under some palm trees, as
if this will stop Israeli aircraft from spotting it. I don't like this at
all and nor does my landlord, Mustafa, who lives downstairs. The Lebanese
army is now an occasional target for the Israelis and this little behemoth
looks like a palm tree disguised as a tank. Later in the morning, I call a
general in the army who is a friend of mine and army operations calls me
back to check the location. It takes an hour before they find the car park
on their maps. Then I receive another call telling me that the APC is next
to my home to prevent the Hizbollah from using the car park to launch
another missile at an Israeli ship. The empty American Community School is
just up my road. The Lebanese army is defending us.

The first French warship arrives to pick up French citizens fleeing Lebanon.
It steams proudly past my balcony. Many French naval vessels are named after
great military leaders, and this particular anti-submarine frigate is called
the Jean-de-Vienne. I pad off to consult my little library of French history
books. Jean de Vienne, it turns out, was a 14th-century French admiral who
raided the Sussex town of Rye and the Isle of Wight and who was killed - oh
lordy, lordy - fighting in the Crusades against the Muslim Turks. A suitable
ship to start France's evacuation of the ancient Crusader port of Beirut.

Wednesday 19 July

Now that the Israelis are destroying whole apartment blocks in the Shia
southern suburbs - there is a permanent umbrella of smoke over the seafront,
stretching far out into the Mediterranean - tens of thousands of Shia
Muslims have come to seek sanctuary in the undamaged part of Beirut, in the
parks and schools and beside the sea. They walk back and forth outside my
home, the women in chadors, their bearded husbands and brothers silently
looking at the sea, their children playing happily around the palm trees.
They speak to me with anger about Israel but choose not to discuss the depth
of cynicism of the Shia Hizbollah who provoked Israel's brutality by
capturing two of its soldiers. As well as the Hizbollah, the Israelis are
now targeting food factories and trucks and buses - not to mention 46
bridges - and the bin men are now reluctant to pick up the rubbish skips
each night for fear their innocent rubbish truck is mistaken for a missile
launcher. So no rubbish collection this morning.

The local Beirut papers are filled with photographs that would never be seen
in the pages of a British paper: of decapitated babies and women with no
legs or arms or of old men in bits. Israel's air raids are promiscuous and -
when you see the results as we now do with our own eyes - obscene. No doubt
Hizbollah's equally innocent civilian victims in Israel look like this but
the slaughter in Lebanon is on an infinitely more terrible scale. The
Lebanese look at these pictures and see them on television - as does the
rest of the Arab world - and I wonder how many of them are provoked to think
of another 9/11 or 7/7 or whatever the next date will be.

What does war do to people? Later, I am talking to an Austrian journalist
and idly ask what her father does. "He drinks," she says. Why? "Because his
father was killed at Stalingrad."

I walk across with tea for the soldiers on the APC in the car park. They are
all from Baalbek, Shia Muslims. They would never open fire on a Hizbollah
missile crew. Then I return home from another visit to the southern suburbs
and find they have gone, along with their behemoth. The first good news of
the day.

The minister of finance holds a press conference to talk of the billions of
dollars of damage being done to Lebanon by Israel's air raids. "We have had
pledges of aid from Saudi Arabia, Kuwait and Qatar," he proudly announces.
"And from Syria and Iran?" the man from Irish radio asks, naming Hizbollah's
two principal supporters in the Muslim world. "Nothing," the minister
replies dismissively.

Thursday 20 July

A bad day for messages. Phone calls from the States to tell me I am an
anti-Semite for criticising Israel. Here we go again. To call decent folk
anti-Semites is soon going to make anti-Semitism respectable, I tell the
callers before asking them to tell the Israeli air force to stop killing
civilians. Then a fax from a Jewish friend in California to tell me that a
man called Lee Kaplan - "a columnist for the Israel National News", whatever
that is - has condemned me in print for developing a "high-paid speaking
career among anti-Semites". Unlike Benjamin Netanyahu and many others I can
think of, I never take money for lecturing - ever - but to smear the
thousands of ordinary Americans who listen to me as anti-Semites is
outrageous.

Another fax from the editor of the forthcoming paperback edition of my book,
apologising for bothering me at a "very difficult (sic) time" but promising
to send me page proofs by DHL which is still operating to Beirut. I go
downtown to check this with DHL. Yes, the man says, parcels for Lebanon are
sent to Jordan and then in a truck via Damascus to Beirut. A truck, I say to
myself. Ouch.

Friday 21 July

The Israelis have just bombed Khiam prison. An interesting target since this
was the jail in which Israel's former proxy militia, the South Lebanon Army,
used to torture male prisoners by attaching electrodes to their penises and
female prisoners by electrocuting their breasts. When the Israeli army
retreated in 2000, the Hizbollah turned the prison into a museum. Now the
evidence of the SLA's cruelty has been erased. Another "terrorist" target.

The power comes back at home at 11pm and I watch Israel's consul general,
Arye Mekel, telling the BBC that Israel is "doing the Lebanese a favour" by
bombing Hizbollah, insisting that "most Lebanese appreciate what we are
doing". So now I understand. The Lebanese must thank the Israelis for
destroying their lives and infrastructure. They must be grateful for all the
air strikes and the dead children. It's as if the Hizbollah claimed that
Israelis should be grateful to them for attacking Zionism. How far can
self-delusion reach?

Saturday 22 July

I have coffee in my landlord's garden and he climbs an old wooden ladder
into his fig tree and brings me a plate of fruit. "Every day it gives us our
figs," he tells me. "We sit under our tree in the afternoon and with the
breeze off the sea, it is like air conditioning." I look at his little
paradise of pot plants and sip my Arabic coffee from a little blue mug. We
watch the warships sliding into Beirut port. "What will happen when all the
foreigners have gone?" he asks. That's what we are all asking. We shall find
out this week.






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