On Wed, 14 Apr 1999 14:02:10 -0400, "Deborah McLaughlin"
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> Firedrake -
>
> You present an interesting topic. One I am more and more drawn
> to, though, I truly can't imagine why. On closer examination, it would
> seem likely that many of us could have had different life times at
> different planets. Why not?
I, like many others, had decided that the far past wasn't important, and
the future also wasn't important. I "lived in the now", as the new cliche
goes, and while I was never bored, I sometimes felt like a little puppy
close to his mommie, afraid to stray too far into the past or future or I
might never find my mommie again.
Well, I guess that's changing for me. My puppy belly is going away and I'm
getting more adventurous with my thoughts and mental explorations. Now I'm
truly curious -- not so I can ascend and leave this place, but so I can be
satisfied that things are like they are. Many people are upset at the
Kosovo happenings, but perhaps it's a lack of knowledge of what the plan
holds from as far back as we can fathom, to what the future holds and how
these steps today prepare us for the future, whether we like these
particular steps or not.
> More and more there appears to be acceptance in the scientific
> community of other planatary existences. I believe it is generally
> accepted that much information is kept from the general public.
I agree, but I wonder if our government would really be contacted in this
way? I guess it would be better to go that route than to have a coup
attempt by the people. But either way it's a pretty tense situation.
People, more and more, are becoming ready for some kind of change -- even
if it has to get bad for a while, I think people are growing tired and
bored with the same old routines day after day. It's like being caught in
a time-warp and being aware of it -- knowing that there's something else,
but you're unable to figure out exactly how to make it happen.
> What about information received through channeling from 4th
> Dimensional and 5th Dimensional beings? Recently I read information
> that strongly suggests how 4th Dimensional beings control and manipulate
> us. Frightening stuff!
At the level we're at now, I think we probably respond more to pain than to
love. All the messages that I read suggest that otherdimensional beings
use love to guide us, but it doesn't say that the love has to feel like
what we expect. I know at times I've had what I perceived as errors in
thought and I instantly felt a tug of despair, which I begged for god to
turn into a serious thrashing, visualizing myself being slapped across the
universe with an Almighty Backhand. Some poeple might have a difficult
time understanding that, but perhaps because many of us are taught how to
behave through subtle threats of punishment, warnings, shunnings, etc...
then getting us to fall in line with true love sometimes involves using
pain to make us tired of the present moment, spurring us up into love.
I've often found myself liking it when I felt like I was getting a cosmic
spanking, even for the minor things. I'd bring it on myself, and you know
that "the source" understands the source of your feelings and will
accomodate you at times when you, for instance, want to scream, but
screaming does no good... in those times, I beg to burn in hell, and sure
enough I feel myself sink into a spiritual hell. It's like a place where I
can scream holy terror and come out feeling great. It doesn't hurt to sit
in hell and vent your frustrations. It's theraputic and I highly recommend
it. Just visualize yourself burning in Hell Fire and soon enough you'll
find yourself there. It's really good to vent anger on yourself... it's
self-cleansing, in my experience.
Firedraake