ok,
I seemed to have missed something.
youma? which Eric are you talking with here?

I ask only because I am a bit confused. I've been gone since last friday on a 
trip to San Francisco and I have been no mail until about 2 hours ago.

-Eric

On Dec 13, 2010, at 8:06 PM, Yuma Decaux wrote:

> Eric,
> 
> This dialogue has gone well beyond justifying either train of thought, me as 
> a freshly blind person and you as a veteran owner of these devices. What you 
> took into it personally though is that you thought i was villifying and 
> putting my chin u up towards people who actually purchase these completely 
> off the price devices, which i know are essential for certain tasks which 
> lead to potential employment, but you just made this personal by calling or 
> suggesting names, telling me that i live in a soapbox and the likes. getting 
> demagogically argumentative over big portions of the community. THinking that 
> i am an ennemy. It's a shame that you think you need to defend yourself this 
> way by attacking me an individual when the reverse was not true. Read through 
> the lines Eric, i was talking about the corporations, not the individuals who 
> need this. ANd remember that i am in the latter group,, blind for 2 years, 
> lost all of my capabilities as i was a 12 year veteran in the 3D and 
> animation industry. . And i didn't loose my sight in the slow and painful way 
> that most do, but through big trauma, a systemic infection,  a lot of general 
> anesthetics, near death about 4 times in a hospital and i came out of it, 
> just did everything in my power to do, and still manage, actually own my 
> studio, help disabled individuals to earn a skill in 3D and a job outside in 
> developing countries. I've been at this before even i lost my eyesight. And 
> we are on our third wave of guys, 15 of them still working with us. So far 
> over 200 individuals have packed knowledge and are redefining the 3D 
> landscape in cambodia. They do it with dignity because they decided that no 
> matter their circumstance, they can make it through all the social stigmas 
> and the poverty that exemplifies the region. And they inspire me just as i 
> inspire them, more deeply now that i have no sight, because this means that 
> no-one is different from the other, business as usual, solidifying what we 
> believe is true and good. And we did it by self funding, not through NGOs 
> that have no concept of balue for money, nor by pulling strings or obediently 
> offuscating our individual powers for some dude who's ok throwing a whole lot 
> of money for a help standard that has turned business, not the other way 
> around. Check the methodologies, each have their pros and cons but both 
> philosophies create similar progenitures. THe difference is how much is put 
> in it. It's an economic term which is off topic here, but i'm sure you 
> understand.
> 
> I have also taken a big interest in finding ways to empower young khmer blind 
> individuals in other fields in the computer realm, and have started contact 
> with various entities which can make a khmer screen reading solution. With 
> the internal capabilities of our studio. Guess what? One license of JAWS was 
> purchase by the local minister of communications and that one license is 
> being used in a village near the capital for 100 young blind khmers. They can 
> only afford one because its so out of price. SO we are thinking of buying a 
> bunch of older mac minis to allow these kids to use a computer, from their 
> villages, know how to connect, and become active in their districts with a 
> lot of capacities to use convergence as a means of being an integral part of 
> their communities.
> 
> So don't come to me with your pretence of my lofty intellectual masturbations 
> when i am fully active in life, and that's not only within these mailing 
> lists. If you get that clear than i'm fine with continuing this debate. If 
> you are not, then you actually feel guilty of selling these products you demo 
> because they either are not of the standards you would like, or simply 
> because you sell them even if you know they are overpriced for what they do. 
> That is your problem, and it's also my right to speak out about something i 
> disagree with. But you don't have the right to assume that i've got a golden 
> spoon feeding my endeavors. In fact, because i've been so active i am 
> actually quite fine financially, and i know what i am doing. This is an 
> experience i am trying to express in this mailing list because whatever the 
> circumstances, we, are learning what can be done, and what should be avoided. 
> I am just a proponent of alternatives to your 2k device here, as you said it 
> yourself, most people don't have the ressources to buy one. And no, i 
> definetely won't need to ask to purchase one if i wanted to, but it's just 
> not a sustainable solution because it's not even portable. And for a fraction 
> of the price you get something working fine Instead of having to fork out 
> another 150USD for a one platform only software that should already come with 
> the device. It'll cost yet another 150USD if it was for linux? It's an 
> obsolete model that asks for more at every possible corner, then takes 
> financing from donations and gov funding. That fuels tax exemptions for 
> donors who aren't completely aware of the alternatives. This is why i love 
> this mailing list, we see beyond the single tree in the forest.
> And this is where suggestions come through, in a community sort of way, to 
> figure how these alternatives can be thought up using our favorite platforms, 
> and what we have. Read through the applescript thread Eric, and you are 
> confusing flame war with true constructive progress for alternatives to 
> eyeball. ANd i'm sorry if you felt like i hit a nail where it hurt, but we 
> all have difficult circumstances, and you better not put me out of them as 
> you have no idea what i do, where i come from and what i have done so far nor 
> a fraction of what i have endured or seen, throughout my life.  
> 
> And i look at the big picture. This is why i was curious in seeing where i 
> can find this device to have a first-hand thought on it. Looking into the 
> other side of the matter to better understand it. A virtue preventing 
> misguided fire before it gets ugly. But you crossed the line and got ugly 
> before i could have a test at the thing. 
> 
> So yea, i'm not going to look into this solution. It's expensive, doesn't 
> have a good lifespan, probably doesn't use green components, doesn't have 
> fair trade in it, is rotting the money-cycle, and there are myriads other 
> solutions out there which can be used without going through all the process 
> of subsidies and questionnaires, frequent visits to the organizations and 
> signing a lot of paper. 
> 
> TO shave this off now, you came up with the subject: "the eyepal demo has 
> arrived" and just spoke of all its problems. Then came up with the enormous 
> price tag. I  I was shocked by the price, just as i get shocked when 
> something is beyond it's value in whatever world. I look into the products i 
> have interest for, not just blindly buy them because someone tells me it does 
> x ammounts in x time compared to other figures. I expressed this shock and 
> discontent. You came back with assumptions on me, myself, the person. I now 
> assume nothing less than that you are a vigorous advocate of this device, 
> that you have to sell it to people, and i wish you best of luck, most 
> sincerely. And equally more regrettably, from all i have read. i just think 
> there are better solutions. 
> 
> As an accolade, i was given the choice of JAWS and voice over while still at 
> the hospital bed, and it was immediate that voice over was actually more 
> intuitive. So apple, a big corporation who's apparent objectives are quote 
> unquote just to make money, has hit bullseye with a solution that's being 
> adopted more and more as it goes. Google is also a titan and developing their 
> own solution. Guess what? When you truly believe in what you do, with a 
> passion, it always comes out great. Whether painting, music, books or tech. 
> And JAWS seems like a necessity turned profit not profit turned real 
> philantropic quest with the internal ressources to do as well as the right 
> frame of mind. Nothing is made better than by yourself if your vision is 
> complete, especially when you are functioning with trade not donations. The 
> latter doesn't take into accountability the beneficiary apart from due 
> semi-annual reports. If the money has flown away, it doesn't matter as much 
> because it's donations, not money that was earned with exact knowledge of 
> where it should go. This is a sad truth, i see it in Cambodia. And it makes 
> my chest cave in. It's definetely a different level for other countries, but 
> the formula remains the same. 
> 
> Again, i apologize for monopolizing your reading, but this is all in good 
> faith not trying to portray anything or anyone as bad or good. It's a 
> discussion which has probably gone off-topic, and i'll stop it here.
> 
> Good luck with the eyeball.
> 
> Best regards,
> 
> 
> Yuma DX®
> 
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