It's happening, slowly but surely. I'm watching with creeping dread,
and wondering how we'll hold on. I remember reading about the Great
Depression, seeing the black and white photos, and pondering what
parents did. Now I know. I thought it was just me, and now as I share
my struggles with my friends, all of us appear to be in the same
place. Cars falling further behind on maintenance, bills creeping
further behind, and a haunting sense of desperation as personal crises
become more and more untenable.

How then do we offer hope to our children, when the outstanding
balances are twice what the check is, when the water's been cut off
this week, and the power's close behind? I'm no creature of
extravagance, having adopted a frugal lifestyle two years ago as the
tide of the economy began to turn, attempting to stave off what was
coming. No car payment, no jaunts to the pub, no fancy electronic
toys, yet other bills rush to take their place. How then do I fight
the creeping horror that threatens to engulf my very concept of
tomorrow?

Suits with fat fingers crush fat cigars with self congratulatory
smiles as they spend more money then I'll ever see in my life, and I'm
counting quarters to cop some mac and cheese to feed my beautiful
brood for one more night. Sing to me beautiful cliches of bright
tomorrows to drift to sleep on tonight, to find reason to wake another
morning. I'm afraid I'm all out of hope.

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