Link 2: Deliverance

The sun had set hours before the last torch was extinguished and the occupants 
of the room left the ermine to his rest.  They had made no progress as every 
poke and prod, whether from Balrog or Lucy, had revealed nothing more than what 
they could see at the surface.  They had continued their work well beyond the 
point of exhaustion, but they had finally been forced to admit defeat.  They 
hoped, perhaps vainly, that they could find the missing piece in the morning.

Nathan followed Balrog at a distance as the man walked slowly through the 
halls.  The human scratched at his chin and twirled the braids of his beard 
around his thick fingers.  Nathan was unwilling to shatter his contemplation in 
most cases, but he had detected something in his friend’s manner that made him 
decide to violate that tendency.

“You have an idea, don’t you?” he asked pointedly.

Balrog turned halfway, still walking, as though he had forgotten that he was 
not alone in the halls.  After seeing his commander he turned his attention 
once more to the path of his feet.  “I did not see anything foreign amidst the 
weaves of the spell,” he replied.

“That is not the answer to the question I asked,” the wolf noted.

Balrog sighed heavily.  “You read me too well, my friend,” he admitted.

“And you avoid the point like the—like a priest avoids a brothel.”  Nathan 
winced at how near he had come to making a comparison in bad taste.  Balrog 
clearly detected his change of direction, but he was not inclined to mention 
it.  He had other inclinations.

“They do?”  He snickered.  “I’m happy I never considered the occupation.”  
Nathan was about to deliver a scathing retort when his companion raised his 
hand to forestall him.

“Yes, I am avoiding the point.  You are, of course, correct.”  He sighed as he 
made the admission, but continued on.  “Although I cannot see any evidence of 
tampering in the curse, the effects are clearly identical to those of a fetish 
stone.  I would surmise that the shaman attempted to cast the spell held within 
the stone as a last defense, evidently a successful measure.  My only questions 
are how it worked, and why there is no evidence of it afterwards.”

“No progress on those answers, presumably?”

Balrog sighed with a shake of his head.  “Logically, there should be no way it 
would continue to function.  A fetish stone should be necessary as fuel for the 
spell, or the worst that Lois should have experienced would be a momentary 
disorientation.  Much like a pyrock must be present to sustain a magical blaze 
when a mage is not present, the fetish stone needs to be present or the effects 
of the countercurse would reassert themselves immediately.”

Nathan shrugged.  “Well, as you said, a pyrock is needed to magically sustain a 
fire spell, but only fuel and air are necessary for a fire to spread after the 
spell has been cast.  The actual spell may be gone, but the fire itself could 
continue.”

Balrog stopped in his tracks as his commander spoke.  He turned with an odd 
look on his face.  “Sir, that is a fascinating comparison,” he said, a hint of 
admiration in his voice.  “’If fuel is present…’  What sort of fuel could this 
spell consume, though?”  He shook his head, pacing the short distance from one 
wall to the opposite in contemplation.

“Well, as fire burns wood, so magic burns mana, or so I’ve heard.  Perhaps he 
was simply near enough to a magic nexus for the additional mana to further the 
spell?”

“No.”  Balrog shook his head and increased his pace.  “If that sort of thing 
could happen, any spell cast near Metamor would have the same inexplicable 
properties.  Using a nexus requires conscious effort, and if this was a dying 
last defense as I have postulated then he wouldn’t have had the time to perform 
something that complicated.”  He paced a few more steps before turning to look 
at the wolf.  “Keep talking, though.  You have at least made some interesting 
observations.”

Nathan shrugged.  “I think I played my trump too early, I can think of no 
theory more suitable.”

Balrog chuckled quietly, slowing his pacing as he turned back towards the black 
wolf.  “There is something there, I think.  At the very least, it gives me a 
place to start.”  He sighed.  “You are correct about one thing; mana is the 
fuel for magic.  How this bears significance is the elusive point.”  He shook 
his head and kicked at the stone of the floor in annoyance.  “Unfortunately, I 
don’t think that pacing around the area is likely to provide us with the 
answers.”

“We can try again tomorrow,” Nathan advised.  “I think Victor has been left to 
his own devices for a little bit longer than I would generally advise.  I would 
like to check on him before it gets too much later.”

Balrog nodded.  “I hope he has found the baths and a good meal or two.  And, 
hopefully, he has managed to keep himself calm.  The plague certainly had him 
shaken this morning.”

Nathan nodded.  “I often miss them, but times like these I am happy that my 
family stayed in the Midlands.  It gives me less to worry about in the 
meanwhile.”  He waved to Balrog and continued down the hall.  “Come; let’s go 
find Victor and get some rest.  Perhaps the answers we need will come to us 
over the night.”

Balrog stood still for a few more moments, but he finally nodded and followed 
after his patrol commander.  The two of them were already under suspicion from 
Lois’ patrol.  Even if he thought he had some revelation about the spell which 
his friend was suffering, returning tonight would only result in more 
suspicion, if not outright hostility, from their hosts.  He would have to renew 
his efforts in the morning.

At least he had been able to maneuver around Nathan’s probing for now.

*       *       *

Victor had managed to fall asleep before their arrival by some miracle.  It was 
clear by the chaotic state of the bedding, however, that his was not a restful 
sleep.  His face twitched back and forth from fear to rage and back again, 
never seeming to resolve itself as though even he had no clear idea how he 
should feel.

Nathan shook his head in concern for the younger scout, but he had no power 
over dreams to be able to aid the young man in whatever internal struggle he 
was facing.  He silently gave Balrog a friendly pat on the shoulder, and left 
to go to his own bed across the room.  Balrog nodded to his commander, but 
turned to watch the boy for a few moments more.  He could barely imagine the 
thoughts that tainted Victor’s dreams this evening.

Victor continued to toss, occasionally muttering in his sleep, raising and 
lowering his voice as though trapped in an argument with an unseen opponent.  
Finally, as his nightmares reached a fever pitch, he leapt from his bed with a 
strangled gasp, his hand sliding uselessly across the plain surface of the 
small bedside table before his momentum tipped his body over the side of the 
bed and sent him tumbling to the wooden floor in a heap.  He was quick to rise 
back to his feet, eyes flashing about in panic as he searched the table 
desperately.

“Looking for this?”  Balrog, who had taken a seat and made himself comfortable 
nearby, held out a short knife in a plain leather scabbard.  Victor eyed him 
for a few moments before his face was briefly colored by anger.  He turned 
away, coughing drily as he tried to catch his breath, frowning and ignoring the 
older scout for a few moments as he walked over to where a basin of water had 
been provided for the use of the barracks.  He removed the top in a careless 
gesture that almost sent it rattling to the floor, a fact which he ignored as 
he splashed his face with the cool water once, twice, and again.  He leaned 
over the small tub for a few moments afterwards, chest heaving as he tried to 
calm himself.  At least his awakening had not roused any of the others in the 
barracks.

“What good would the knife have done you?” Balrog asked gently.

“I dreamt I was being attacked,” the age regressed young man insisted.  He 
wiped his face with one hand and shook it to remove the droplets of water that 
still clung to his skin.  He turned to look at Balrog, the bitterness in his 
expression readily apparent to the older scout.

“You and I both know that you’re hoping to protect your fearless image,” Balrog 
scolded.  “As it is a vain hope, I suggest you answer my question again, 
honestly this time.”

Victor softened a bit.  Although Balrog’s tone certainly suggested a reproof, 
it was spoken as one man to another, and not as a man to a child as Vic had 
heard so often before.  The fact that Balrog still knew how to treat him as a 
friend and not as an infant to be punished cooled the fire in his breast, and 
he took one more moment to settle himself before he responded again.

“You are correct, of course,” he admitted in low tones.  He turned away from 
the basin of water, leaving its lid to the side, and sat on the edge of his 
bed.  He glanced about the large room, glad that no one seemed to have been 
disturbed by his sudden waking.  “I dreamt of the plague.”

“What would the knife have done to stop the plague?” the older man asked.

Victor shook his head.  “I don’t know.  The things I dreamed, the horrors…  I 
couldn’t let them go one.  I had to do something, anything to stop it.”

“That is why plagues are best dealt with by healers,” Balrog advised.  “Against 
such an enemy, force of arms is nothing.  Men like us have our uses during a 
plague, but against the plague itself we have no power.  You and I are in the 
best position we could be in at this time.  We have the opportunity to aid the 
healers by quelling panic without risking the malady ourselves.”

“You told me of this already,” Victor observed.

Balrog gave a crooked smile.  “Sometimes repetition can help make the first 
telling easier to recall.”

Victor nodded, but his head remained low.  He shook briefly where he sat and 
looked up at Balrog.  There was far too much of the frightened boy in his eyes.

“I saw my family taken by the plague, Balrog, and I saw myself returning to the 
Keep only to find that no one even knew where to find their bodies.  I said my 
goodbyes to the ashes of a funeral pyre, to the ashes of dozens burned to save 
the rest.  In other nightmares I can laugh because I know that such things are 
ludicrous, but this dream I know can be real and it terrifies me.”  He managed 
to avoid sobbing outright, but the tears were already running down his cheeks.  
He waved his hand as though he would continue, but despite the movements of his 
lips he could not manage to say anything more before terror stole his voice.

The two sat there for a long while, Balrog quietly giving his friend the time 
he needed to compose himself, and Victor doing his best to keep from crying 
aloud and disturbing the others who slept in the nearby bunks.  Balrog did 
notice a few people taking notice of his hysteric companion, but a withering 
glare turned them away in a moment.  Victor was far beyond the point of caring 
by then, but his companion did not believe that he deserved to be the subject 
of any negative attention from others.  Many of the others in the barracks were 
likely feeling similar emotions, but had hardened themselves against the full 
weight of the situation through training, alcohol, or a combination of the two.

It took some time, but Victor finally calmed down enough to stem the flow of 
tears.  He took a few more moments to make certain that they would not begin 
again, and then returned to the basin to wash away the marks left by the tears.

“How do you do it?” he asked, his voice weak.

“My family is far from the Keep, and even if they were not I would find it hard 
to wish the best for them.  For my friends?”  He shrugged.  “I have several 
friends still in the Keep, yes, but last I saw them they were well.  I suppose 
that I simply do not think that there is any sense dwelling on the worst unless 
the worst should come.”

Victor chuckled quietly.  “I suppose that I am not gifted with quite so much 
apathy as you are, my friend.”  He covered the basin once more and returned to 
the bed, slumping in exhaustion.  “My family…  I don’t have anything beyond 
them!  You and the Commander, you’re friends but that’s a professional 
necessity, no offense to either of you.  Besides patrols and training, my 
family is my entire life, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.  How I would 
live without them…”

“They are still there, Victor.  They are still in the Keep, and they are 
alive,” Balrog said.

“How do you know?”

Balrog sighed and played with his beard between his fingers.  “I don’t know,” 
he admitted quietly.  “I don’t know it any more than I know that the Keep’s 
walls still stand.  I don’t know them, but I believe that both things are true.”

Victor shook his head.  “You’re beginning to sound like a Patildor,” he groused.

The older man shrugged.  “It has often been said that every religion was 
founded on at least one indisputable truth, and the challenge lies in 
determining what of the rest is also truth.  I suppose I would say that faith 
is one thing at least that they have right.  It is patently impossible to live 
your life believing only in the things that you are able to see.  At some point 
it is necessary to believe in something unseen.”

The young man bobbed his head in agreement, although he was clearly still 
doubtful.  Still, he had calmed enough change the topic of discussion.  “Did 
you make any progress with your efforts?”

The mage shook his head.  “We weren’t able to solve the problem, no.”  He 
paused.  “Do you even know what it is that we are doing?”

His younger companion chuckled and shook his head.  “Commander Nathan was in 
too much of a hurry to tell me, and you were just trying to keep up with him.  
I decided it wasn’t important for me to know.”

Balrog smiled, happy to see his friend return to better state of humor.  “We 
are trying to help a man who has had his curse returned to its full force.  He 
is trapped in the form of an animal, and we cannot find the reason.”

Vic frowned.  “I’m sorry that I cannot be any more help,” he remarked.  “I have 
no knowledge of magic to be able to even discuss its use, though.  Perhaps the 
best way I can help you is simply to let you get some rest.  I’m certain that 
you need to be up early tomorrow to try again?”

Balrog nodded.  “Yes, we will need to try again tomorrow morning.  Are you 
certain that you will be all right alone?”

“No, I’m not certain,” Victor admitted.  “Still, there are some things you just 
have to believe, right?”

The older scout chuckled and clapped a hand on the younger man’s back.  “That 
you do.  Rest well, my friend.  You will see your family again soon.”  He set 
the knife which he had taken back on the bedside table before standing and 
walking quietly towards his own bunk.

“Balrog?”  He turned to see Victor still sitting on the edge of the bed.  
“Thank you for staying by me.  I really needed some encouragement tonight.”

“Don’t mention it.  If we can’t depend on our friends, then who can we trust?”

As Balrog walked away, Victor stayed on the edge of his bed for a few moments.  
Finally, after some more thought, he finally managed to lie down and find some 
more peaceful rest.



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