hmmm... as far as smoking pot, i greatly enjoy listening to music, much more actually than when sober. favorites being halobenders, stereolab, and, oh, the pixies (but them moreso when i'm drunk). however, it's odd really that such a question should come into my life. I hate returning home to my surburbanite hometown, meeting up with friends who either dropped out of college or didn't make it, for varied reasons nonetheless. they can praise issac's lyrics, but i mainly look back on them in retrospect, more of a lesson than a more-than-life rut. It's sad really to see all those people i love, more when i saw them everyday in high school, resort to constant, excessive pot-smoking, speed, crank, 'shrooms, drinking (which i condone, but responsibly [i.e. rule out the chances of a DUI)... and all the like. i can't relate, having chosen life (yes, to take cliche to heart)... they're all such wonderful people... but FUCK IT! not to be selfish, just to figure what i want out of life than to intoxicate it all away, ------Jacob p.s. i wrote this awhile back, but it never seemed to get through. i'm sorry to continue the thread. also, it's nice to go home (my sarcasm)to see one of my friends (from high school) get a DUI, and another to have his parents discover pics of him and friends snorting all sorts of shit and drop acid... especially when they went to the police. and then being drug around by my merry pot-smoking friends through the shittiest parts of tulsa, ok to get high and eventually end up at denny's on the other side of town.... bahhh and this never seems to make it to the correct address... maybe now ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com
