hi mop since seem to be the poster boy of whatnot todo inline and
business illshare some my views on how I deal with it maybe it can help
you
2 of mylong time friends one older one same age died in Oct 2021
it was a wake up call on how with all my healthisssues I could be
next,,to recap..I can only partailsee in one eye sporadic as I have
retinopathy the eye bleeds internally so I can see fora while and the
retina cappillaries rupture,,when that happens the eye fills with blood
obscuring the vision,,the inject drug to stop the bleeding but can take
well lastapril to June before could see anythinginthat eye..the rightist
complete blind..
and ilost hearinginleftear from antibiotics...my right footwear
amputated and left has a fused ankle ands had a wound ulcer since
April..its almost healed theni canputonthe prothetic and learn to
walk..imina wheelchair..before you have pity or say he must be cursed..
let me say its been the most beautiful spiritual thing Severin life...
as its liked has shown me so many things..one how we all can get lost by
ego and pride and how love is the best answer
friend one was Steve since age 14,...he taught methe art of getting
girls whenwe were kids...he also helped me get my 1st job at a
restraints a budsboyat age 14-15,,we were at a prime ribose witha high
end clients...if we did a good job the waitress would split her
tips..withus..so we could get like a extra 40.00 just by doing good
job..ilearned to serve others..ifi made they look good forks wife or
girlfriend and served his need prompt it made him look good and he would
leave the waitress a big tip...it showed me if you help people havea
good time they reward you... simple but great help
Michael J Fox also said ins book Lucky man that he would not go back
intimate and change his diagnosis onparkingsons..as he learned the same
that I am that life is shortened what we learn is all people have
similar issues..health relationships..money,,, Kids...mental illness
A drummer I used to be ina band since age 13 called me last night..he is
with the symphony Tolledo,...he used to get me backstage to meet people
like <ovie theme Jerry Goldsmith who was very very kind
well the drummers retiring after like 50 years a pro drummer...he like
me has had troubled relations with his son,,so I am not theoponly one
also a few other friends same deal..sowhative learned its all the same
issues..health, money stress...kids.. no one has it all together..andit
can fall apart at any moment..justlookat Athene's..
however how we react to stall helps weather the stress,,if we get angry
at other,,,or at god and sour it seems to increase the stress,,, for
guys..we can get into drugs.alcahol ,hookers, sick relationships.gamble
another things that just drag us lower,,ore fight with friends ,wives,
kids you name it
so Steve was a drive oftour bus for Nashville and took hank William jr,
Dixie chicks. David cougar field and many moron tours also started a
ambulance company with his brother..he lived in Florida,.,,had a
daughter hoisin 40s now..he died of heart attack on Oct 25
OnOct 27 a friend davewho made halloween props like dbson the British
butler died,,he was in his 70s..he just gota inheritance of like 500K
and sold his business..and was getting ready to retire..died of Cancer,,
he just bought a 100 k career jaguar
what was the lesson???
well for me I see that forgiveness, Love and friendship is what its all
about
Jerry wientraub said the same thing his book
and he went to the top of mountain//as. do many and I keep hearing the
same answers
I bet if youask any wealthy person theywillall have similar stories
in Toledo we had the Stranahans they founded champion s[prake plug,,we
knew the butler who was with them like 50 years,,, he gave me a
tourofthe home..they donated the mansion to the city and theefsate was
made in to a metro park called wildwood..I used to Runinthatparkandit is
full of trails, deer and paths..great place
so this family learned that giving to others was the ansetandthey have
been donatingtocharitys ever since,,and isaw that well you dont take it
with you,,I noticed Bibles in each bathroom inthe home ..so my feelings
they found the answer was God,,not wealthier stuff,,
when the blood happened in Katrina andtheforest fires in California I
saw manypopo people learned that what's at the top was family and
friends\
the rest is temporary
as I cam attest
I still enjoy the memory sand sharing ideas but ive started focusing not
how much can give,,but just do what I can as god never sensd me orders
or says now go help them,,what happens is it like he sends the most odd
people on my pathangitslike my failings help them to perhaps change view
or pray to god that they change to help others...
its weird but the more experienced I feel ive found purpose at the end
of my66 years,,
so forgiveness unloads the pain we suffered and give us understandings
some people cant forgive themselves ora papering ora old boots or friend
who betrayed them one and one
that burdens us in the long run
I dont have all the answers andi also see we all need to finder
way..butperhapsmy thoughts can help lessen your stress,
I liven a1020 disability check a month and618.00 is my house payment
alone
so ie learned eat less, use less.and be thankful for everything I can
end up unassisted living thats 4K a month for a one bed room ina during
home...they feed doubt basically you wait to die.
some people just keep; over at any time..as shown inthe news..justlook
at theorist
So mylesson was be grateful for everyone as we can all go by a accident
evenifin great health or lose all the money by a miscalculation..some
people decide to kill themselveas they cant accept lowlife gos..
wheni was asked ifi was suicidal...I said no thats a insult to God..the
diabetes is doing great jobogf killing me so whispered it up???
so my buddy bot were cremated and so I asked the company tossed me info
so I could get preplanned so my son wont be stressed or burdened by need
to sett itup wheni croak....kids dontwant to deal with death,,but I
found out its 850.-- to be cremated..no fuss,,no need for headstones or
even urn as thats how the funeral industry preys onthe guilt of family
and make money off the emotions people..
I said just put me ina cardboard box..and told my son sprinkle measles
in wild wood park..maybe I with help few plants bloom
end of story...we make so much on memorabilia..but I also think if all
history is correct with the jews.chtristians , muslims. hindus,
bauddists..and other religions..theyall seem to think we meetupagain
after this short life
I agree and that myhopeandsummery as I think get restored and god allows
us ti havea new opportunity olive the eternal life with friends , family
and events..
ifiam wrong?? well whats the Pointe defiantly stop breathing and could
just rotunda decompose we know thats a sure thing,,so why worry??
If you can just help few people have peace and love you will do as
muchas anyone in History,,famous ,m, rich or inane position in
politics,science,education.art music
film or words
all the people in history that made a impact were at one time just
common folk..who suffered..like Rdison, Walt Disney..Tesla...ben
Franklin.. Kennedy.. Plato .Aristatole, Socretes
.. you name it
we all hope we make difference with something
But if we dont,,we have many millions whorls just had simple lives...I
think to god theyare justimportantas those who reached the top in thier
fields..
its hard to fathom how this all-knowing god would give damn but its says
he know ever hairy our head,,,
we can almost do thatwithcomputers now with DNA and sequencing so
I think man kind brains are still like tinker toys compared to
theinfinate wisdom of God...
back to Love..its the almost impossible way to understand Gods
mysterious ways showing his love by allowing Free will to make
choices...we can all do good or do bad its our choice..But when we show
mercy. kindness, empathy
November19 1976 I asked Mel Blanc Cani be Honest inshore biz/// I really
wondered as we had the casting couch for notonlywomen but men too
he said yes tom there are some good guys and not so good..do your best
to network with the good guys,,
what I learned was people can changes we can make errors in choices..but
we can also improve if we try to it take time get in trouble and also
time to reverse it
I believe whenGod is done teachings we get to graduate to the next level
of eternal life
so has many religions.i could be wrongs no one has ever told us. what we
can prove ina science way..
But Christ said love god and trust him and help those in need
andforgiveourenemies,,
ai know that hard whenwe encounter those who hatelikethe young man who
killed people in st Louis,,,but themas cried out his mental
alonenessandsocietyand media had created to environment thatwhenwe are
angered or frustrated by society we take it outonothers who are innocent
when we ned to help these people heal as theyare just sick souls with
inability to forgive or accept that the answer is to love not hate....
recent event oinpolitics ,the warts andthreatsox wars,,are all inthe
bible...its just that no one knows the exact time this'll all end..
But Christ said you will know by the times will be like a woman labor
pangs..andby the featherlike when you know a storm is about to happen
in66 years ive never seem so many changed inthe ecology and
economy,polutics , media, science
what gos shown me is everything like media and films can bemused for.
good..but also can be used for bad things..sa me with politics,,with the
items of way..it could be recycled into Plowshares to cultivate food..
So I agree withchrist that this will soon be overand truth will heal the
world with Love
but it may get Bumpy before gets better
what do is pray..itslike sending God a text,,andifhe can count every
hairona persons head..he can get every prayer from everyone
all you have to do is whileinquiet space,,just ask hime to save others
and forgive our thoughtsofangerand helps to love
thats all we can do really the rest is in Gods hands and his willI
believe he will honor his wordforall mankind and we will all be healed
God bless you and family and friends
Tom
Hollywood dream factory®
since 1977
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