Music - Part 3/4

 

Earlier tonight I was the semi-official photographer at a piano and cello
concert. If there is anything I know less about than football, its classical
music. The program was a mix of Schumann, Mendelsohn and Paganini
interspersed readings from Oscar Wilde. 

 

Classical music.

Dead Composers 

Their lives compressed 

Into musical notation. algorithm.

An outrageous dead Brit

Wilde the Wit.

Who though long dead

Could well be living down the hall

Like Dorian Gray immune to time.

 

Last week I asked my friend, the cellist, if he actually reads the
algorithms as he plays them. He said, sort of but not all the time. But the
time his gets to the stage, his has practice a piece so much that all those
dots and squiggles are just occasional reminders of where he has been and
where he is going. In his practice his forces himself to play slowly and
painfully. He restrains his impulse to let the music run until it is perfect
and ready to be set free. 

 

What is there in a musical algorithm that a machine cannot reproduce? The
melody is static, the cadence specified. There must be a right way to play
it. Yet some irrational feeling from Paganini is there encoded. Without a
man with a bow in his hand or a keyboard at his fingertips that irrational
feeling is just dots on some lines. Even though I don't know enough about
these sounds to truly hear the tale they tell, I can see it through the lens
of my camera. Their faces glow in the spotlights against the blackness of
the curtains. The pianist is calm but rocks slowly forward in place as the
music ripples and leans back and upright as it swells. The cellist is always
expressive knitting, his brow in concentration then relaxing into a state of
dream.

 

>From the ebb and flow of sound and feeling, I snatch moments from the air.
As the musicians take static notes and fuel them with emotion and humanity,
I stalk synthetic dynamic quality to freeze it with my shutter. Hoping as we
all do that somewhere in this process of transduction, someone, somewhere
will feel something from these conversions and communions.

 

I long for that kind of transformation of the static and dynamic as much as
the next guy. I want to read from a playbook that doesn't need a silver
lining. I want my stories to have heroes and heroines that inspire and give
hope or I want to throw them through a window and demand my money back.

 

I think words have meaning. They resonate in their denotation and connation
but all words have baggage. And if they don't yet, they soon do. Perhaps
Dan's right; Quality needs a silver lining and who am I to call that
irrational. 

 

Yeah, I know it when I see it but sometimes it frightens me. I run from it
screaming and wake up in a sweat. I see the bloody knife of Abraham, I smell
the mixture of tobacco, flesh and urine. I hear the voice Lila calling out
to the dead. 

 

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