[Marsha] I have no idea what is real or unreal. I gave up more than the idea of being an artist. But it's story, I will try to tell it in MOQ terms.
I broke down a number of major static patterns of value. I gave up my professional life, a social life, and made it clear to my family that the old Marsha didn't exist anymore. I went through some very strange and drastic rituals. It was all very scary, but also very exciting. It is still exciting. Why? As one nihilist to another, why not!!! Recovery is great! [Case] I have to confess that my contact with "reality" has always been tenuous at best. For most of my life I have lived in a part of Florida where static patterns are not particularly static or at least not for long. When the whole of the environment is going through a constant state of rapid change it is hard to put much faith in it, so I don't. I don't know your situation but I would have a difficult time shutting out the people who love and care about me. I guess I figure it is better to be thought of as eccentric than to not be thought of at all. So I guess you could call me a nihilist who still hold out hope. Why? As one nihilist to another, why not!!! Recovery is a process. moq_discuss mailing list Listinfo, Unsubscribing etc. http://lists.moqtalk.org/listinfo.cgi/moq_discuss-moqtalk.org Archives: http://lists.moqtalk.org/pipermail/moq_discuss-moqtalk.org/ http://moq.org.uk/pipermail/moq_discuss_archive/
