nervous and then resolution http://www.alansondheim.org/cifteli1.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/nervose.mp3 @last night thought i was having a heart attack, anxiety instead in the middle of everything. the earlier cifteli playing reflects this; it's nervous, resolving towards the end into smooth melody after the raggedness of everything else. i was mocked by the instrument. i thought about three names that i couldn't remember, was i losing my mind? i looked up two of them after 2 1/2 hours sleep, the other and a fourth came by themselves. then i remembered other things and started to think about music. i wondered how much longer i could play at this speed. i thought for a long time and felt better. i took a pill and went back to sleep. i almost never take pills. i woke far too soon and listened to my nervousness. "music does that to you, doesn't it, it allows you to hear your nervousness." @today i thought, well fine, an interesting piece of music in any case, i've got to change the rhythm. _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
