See, I am responsible for Donald Trump I apologize and confess, my performance. http://www.alansondheim.org/NJITa036.jpg Incontrovertible phenomena obscure random and fractal growth, understand what (who's? whose?) fault this is it is mine. i take full responsibility. However this is not the situation in the semiotic domain. . however this is quite possibly the semiotic discourse I've been looking for. For one thing I can describe the pneumatics of what I'm thinking while simultaneously thinking it. I am responsible, therefore, for it, for Donald Trump, it is I who created him and now I have no power (no wish? hardly? perhaps?) to destroy him. . You might punish me as you wish but there is nothing I an do, he's already escaped me and become what he would consider his own thing (if he were in the position or posture to consider.) so I am to blame for this . I take the complete and entire endless misery and brute violence and problem of the increasing repression in the United States on my own shoulders and for this I am eternally sorry not for the direction things have gone in but for the wait (weight?) that's placed on my body . and everything else too . i'm both sorry and take responsibility. Therefore perhaps it is well-wishing that I be punished for such behavior in order to bring the hole (whole?) thing to a halt in whatever fashion one might do so . which may mean the greatest punishment possible unto death , for only that might all leave he ate (alleviate?) the brutal direction the country is going in at this movement (moment?) in time . http://www.alansondheim.org/fault.jpg I must explain more. I support Trump because my own life has been a failure. My little videos and writings are seen by no one. I have failed to get reviews, to be part of the great world of artists out there that is humming with life and activity, even in these times. I am consumed with jealousy. So I created Trump and I must destroy him. Then I can return to my own sorrow knowing I have done one good deed in my life. I am sorry I write so complexly. I am sorry my videos are filled with jerky movement of puppets and marionettes and not with heart-felt misery over the state of the world. I see the world slant and I reply in kind and it is not enough. So I have create Trump who can speak to the basic and fundamental among all of us. He is the screwdriver and i am the screw . I must destroy him. In the meantime again I will take a little vacation and write and think nothing until I have succeeded and until I feel better about myself. Then I will write simpler and to the point of a better world. See a sign on the tv, a footballer just scored a beautiful goal, a penalty kick. And instead of furiously raising his fist and brutally chanting, he made the image of a heart with his hands. And my heart responded in turn. http://www.alansondheim.org/guilty.jpg _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
