And at Brunel - http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070286.JPG http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070289.JPG http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070293.JPG http://www.alansondheim.org/P1070295.JPG Our last night in London, Brunel went really well! Thanks to Johannes Birringer, for everything! We miss him already. Breakfast with Marc Garrett beforehand. Soon we'll hide out and never return from London and we'll sneak up on Boris Johnson and say hello and scare him out of Brexit! Ah in reality talked so much about failure, inadequacy, still can't come to grips with this, then inadequate re: how all those cartoon-like avatars take on, avail themselves of, the somatic. There are gaps in my thinking. It's just poor thinking. Seduced perhaps by the image, image manque, something like that. Collapsed version below - Some thoughts about work processes for the presentation I generally don't around 'pieces' but create within modality of a continuous production hence Internet Text's 25+ year run to date. As I've described it, there are short-and long-wave topics, recapitulations, indices, revisitations older material, so forth. find I'm not 'progressing' as age no moments, in others works, more or less naivete; thinking just continuous, curls on itself. tend push things whatever limits can, place stage edge spaces, spaces where begin break down. This gives me opportunity simultaneously multiple worlds, some well-defined. with other actors who inhabit temporary communities which cooperation disintegration stresses that mirror every day life numerous ways. venture well into territories untoward results, 'ugly' musics example, uncomfortable performance movement. All this considers edgespaces annihilation, dead-zones, genocides, limited resources, broken potential wells. underlies everything. My always has, however, sense care, turning towards tending stewardship, insofar bodies productions concerned if world itself harbors moments kindness midst conflagrations. well, revelation, desire, autopornographies, textualities pushed beyond sensibility; these play against structures life-world beyond. Again, inadequacy, failure, expression come play. Whatever on, hope is ultimately safe; space allows performance, expression, exploration, contemplation despair; one returns from, words an moot space, however morose. Not only without edgespace they also malleable, alterable their very fundamental structure. There absolutes 'all way down,' least until theoretical-almost mythical site planck constants, attributes problematized. am told too negative, morose, demanding, arrogant, argumentative, dominating, neurotic, depressed, anxiety-ridden; probably all more; my self body continuously under reconstruction / deconstruction, falling apart edges, failing. fail what do; myself, others. think world's territory, arena; we our own private hells, out art, thought emerges. A difficulty clarity language much baggage new terminology philosophical critical discourse. The tends write ride its plateaus, close ranks, devolve operations seem totalizing explain little outside universe But problem. thought, think, embarrassingly complex absurdly simply concept perhaps something else. When you're your limits, continue onward; soon you'll see still safe, whole, wherever you might be. You've learned (and from Clark Coolidge, conversation long time ago). Taking try leave worse than it already is. Do better have, ruins behind. Return possible ground, literal, physical, ground; remember digital construct, addiction confluence protocols. Remember came will enter death, malleability screen raster. critical, keep somatic, flesh interiority, focus, even edges thought. real that. Map limit can be approached, extent? grit dirt embraced, momentarily cleansed. With eyes closed, _see_; visible supply each other. same sense, senselessness, approach, unapproachable. grit, flesh, dirt, biome, scar, history; ghost, disappearance, memory others, you. Think rules transgressions, kind side, those approaches go nowhere, apparent sadness real. through, release. through createspace, network ruins. be, leaves destruction wake. There's (more of) course, can't, now (think of) them... _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
