always the last trip & america builds http://www.alansondheim.org/americabuilds.jpg always the last trip last day last night, the last trip always the last trip last day last night, last trip because of dizziness on the high-speed road coming up -reduces tired, dizziness tension, dizziness. nothing resolves. the point of dizziness, extreme dizziness, violent for a half-hour or ! mid-afternoon: extreme dizziness things dizziness too if i stop i will die. if i die this thought will not be dizziness, tireless, fingers longer type so much -because of sound on the road when the streetlights bend -into the lane i'm speeding in, o slow down, alan slow down -infinite perspective, road ahead narrowing to a point . fooled you don't want to die on this road please, i don't want to die haven't done anything to you. really don't want to die. right side of my body is _there_ on or off the road but this will be the last long trip the wheels always in contact with the road, we touch the vector of the country, we leave that track, caress of the coming-and-going thing, of/on the road. o pray uselessly for us. in april, in april's showers & we will see you if we see you */i only feel at home on the vector, only feel at home with/when the impossibility of a singularity as destination. for that is the journey / no end to it. i'd say rushing into the infinite "there's no end to it." on an increasingly small plateau of the living while america builds while america builds everything in the world while america builds a wall at the singularity while america smashes disrupters at the wall provocateurs at the wall you and me at the wall in high speed travel to the destination "america builds" where we won't arrive where we've already arrived because of dizziness on the high-speed road coming up /* _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
