Clar http://www.alansondheim.org/Clar.jpg This is the closeness of your other Wed Mar 16 19:04:36 EDT 2022 in the grounds of the sinter an odd smell, were it not for covid turning the sensorium towards itself, ingesting itself. your arms. your Arms would have written me. your arms writing your Writing.one arms, carries arms. arms carrion arms, derails. inconceivable violence to bodies: the Sinter. the heat of the bomb, a bomb, a blade, something moving quickly. amazing how fast the move. the speed of light. its forsaking.Wed Mar 16 19:29:39 EDT 2022 forsaking of the light. land-granting absolution. unconsolable, unsolvable. When I die I will eat the Dirt around my Burial and Emerge. I will do that.Wed Mar 16 19:31:44 EDT 2022 This is the distance of your new Clar Wed Mar 16 19:04:36 EDT 2022 In the truth of God - within that - I write: in the Truth of god. What is the same of a child. What suborns the presence of landscape? The war buries the surface, sinters the interior. Prescient history turns into/towards powder, broken DNA.Wed Mar 16 19:07:27 EDT 2022 grown old with every moment. already I work on my thought's future. To what and where prevail? What lists, what substitutions? Omissions. We are always omitted from our afterlives. Already a terrifying sadness, those people in the theater... Not to go on, continue, is a crime. Our last living act, a crime. Whose, where: no witness no testimony, not even a split-second after cessation. Not to abide this, I cannot abide this, breath sucked out of me, criminality. Our lands are never ours, never have been ours. Our bodies, theirselves. /sub return as the dispersal of ash.Wed Mar 16 19:12:14 EDT 2022 molecular skins, broken codes, dead stars, ash, dispersal and expansion, impossible breath. sound is a bothered wave.i bleed. i beg you for life. my head at your knees. a little lower. the floor is my love. the ground is my love. i am never I. i never will be what i never would have been. look, there are tears. something patters along the floor, scurries through the corner of my eye, enters me. what more could be in the valleys where the guns reach. writing is always an urgency, mostly unacknowledged. i lay claim. i write _Thus._ thus _I_ write.Wed Mar 16 19:16:16 EDT 2022 our body renews themselves 60 times a second, hexagismal. how can i think when it is always the Other that declares war? you turn inside out, don't you? Prevarication! Time is always a defect in time.Wed Mar 16 19:18:00 EDT 2022 Time is always a Defect. to live is to defect. one Attempts breath. One, broken up, Breaks up the meeting. The Meeting comes to an end. The End is the beginning of prevarication. I say that opportunity knocks one but once. the burial after that. the smell of burning flesh in the sky, burning bodies falling through the air.Wed Mar 16 19:20:12 EDT 2022 the fall to the Ground in time. in Time there is the failure of falling, rise to omnipotent dreams. the Omnipotent dream. someone is confused, murmuring a name. the Name is withdrawn, inconceivable. tail end of Withdrawal, scattered flesh, the bones are eaten. flash Bomb now, up to the sinter.Wed Mar 16 19:22:43 EDT 2022 on the ground there are stories to be old. on the Ground, something else, as if there were an order or substitute for perfection. of Perfection it is said, death, while there is time to say it. as of now, no Time at all. what would have been a luxury. this abnegates, contradicts, contravenes. what was said before. what would have been Said.Wed Mar 16 19:25:40 EDT 2022 the derail. a text always off-track, derailed. gone, forgotten, unburied. the hardest to grasp while there is still tTime, no Ttrack, derail. no forgotten.Wed Mar 16 19:27:45 EDT 2022 Dear dead dear, please by my Other. please the great Subtraction. please the Ligament. please the nomenclature. i dream i am a liquid in a funnel. now there is a _shoulder._ so thin i disappear. what I did was horrible.Wed Mar 16 19:33:45 EDT 2022 Wed Mar 16 19:33:46 EDT 2022 _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
