Covid with eyes closed typed http://www.alansondheim.org/selfy.jpg Working through the irregularities of covid which affects language and transmissios and ow typing with eyes closed, what will be the resulting configurations, will the words come out as dictated or something else, I dpepend on my language skills for all my work, even the music, the videos, the theoretical impulses which gude me. Now I notice my hands and fingers are becoming numb, are you still with me, does the "granularity of existence" (a phrase I came up with WHILE typing this at full speed) hae any breating on my ability to community, which may be fading as the day is long? That's a question I cannot answer; as I type, my wrists and fingers are increasiglyfeeling numb, becoming cnumbing, and I'm not sure what the tracking problem is here; there's nov isual feedback at all. When I start to stutter it takes all my energy to get thgough that period to be able to continuew= to wrie anything. Too many to's and I don't know if the apostrophe is write=====right for that occasion I find myself makings ubtle corrections which may or may not be relevant, that is to say, trying to make this as coherent as if I were seeing and sighting and siting what I'm doing, It's difficult issues. Now I will conintue with my eyes open but without making any corrections; that will be for part two. This is part two which I am writing but without making any corrections as I said but now I receive feedback from eyes that guide me somewhat from the errors I was making above, as if there's a split socnconscious. It is a split cosncios at work here. We are about to have breakfast, the numbness in my figers is increasng , I'm tyring to ohold on to a kind of thinking, the air coditioner just went on, I owrry O'm fading agan and won't be able toc continue at h least thhis stream of consciousness. I'll end now with a sense of despairin at the resulg which I can see is already riddled with catastrophic thinking in the sense of not being able to form ro or rather to be able to unform which is different an d unraveling which isn't desired,. This is row wr o worse than I thought it would be, hoping now tht tha the carlirty clarity will return, I'd better stop before I give up entirely - )))___ Disclaimer, that we have known so many people who have died or been deeply incapacitated by covid; it's now has if the effects and violence of the plague have been sutured over. My symptoms were severe but short-lived and current medication transforms conditions into events. In the meantime, the conditions change one way or another "as the day is long" but this too shall pass soon, hopefully. ___ _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] Covid with eyes closed typed
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Sun, 27 Aug 2023 15:21:05 -0700
