of Anne Frank https://youtu.be/CC0buYTGbt0 video when i was very young i read her diary i had her picture next to me on the bedtable i was also reading the medical volumes of the nuremberg war trials which i was perhaps too young or not young enough i won't say what was in them but it was not for the sane as i understood at the age of maybe 13 but i don't know they're gone but i remember them and before that Anne Frank and what the effect of that as if my mind collapsed and now the conflicts now going on or continuing or happening or an inconeivable section of space and time compressing what thought one may have if i am in my right mind when i was very young and so this piece perhaps abstracted or distilled or compressed and senseless it is as i am now reading Diane di Prima and her diary and i hold my head in my hands when i was very young i read in the darkness too much as if there were other than that a light illuminating the book reading under the covers at 3am after my parents were in bed and now there are Yahrzeits and Yahrzeits for Yahrzeits and i rite myself in these moments of motion and sound always on one take and none other as if there's no time left because there's no time left and the doors and gates are there going nowhere and nowhere is not found _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
