Transcribed remarks from the Informational/Electronic Warfare Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder group meeting
I am suffering from the disabling effects of a post-traumatic stress disorder induced by informational and electronic warfare. I know that most of what I believe is false. I started out in a fairly low clearance level cryptography position. I spent countless hours sitting in a soundproofed booth listening to and responding to beeps, glitches, pops, hisses, and skips in signals. I knew that what I was hearing as mere electronic noise corresponded to brutal events happening outside in the world. So, I came to associate the bleeps and glitches and electronic noises with extraordinarily gruesome mental images that were not in any way constrained by real experience. For example, I knew that a skip/switch sound in the signal corresponded to a command for a drone to fire its 50mm cannons. This sound always followed the characteristic beeps from motion detectors. Together the sounds meant that someone somewhere had crossed an electronic boundary and the drones had fired several thousand rounds within a matter of seconds. But I have no idea where or why. It was all automated. My job was only to facilitate the transfer of packets of information. After a couple of years I was offered a more senior assignment, which I took enthusiastically. As it was explained to me, I would be doing work that on the surface looked no different from the work I had been doing before, but now I would be being subliminally programmed while I listened to the signals. After a certain point of subliminal programming I would cease knowing consciously what assignments I was actually working on. The work of Pythagorean Metronome would take place in the background of my life, in the subtle gestures and familiar routines of day to day existence. I trusted the process and went about my daily life without second guessing what was going on. I accepted that I was part of a vast machinery that it was best not to seek to understand more fully. Here is an example of how the system worked. I was sitting in an airport waiting to take a flight. while I waited I was deeply engrossed in reading a magazine that I would not have been interested in ordinarily, which I accepted as a side effect of a subliminal routine that had been uploaded into my thought patterns. After a few minutes of reading a woman who had been sitting nearby made a remark about something inconsequential. We exchanged a few witty pleasantries and then the boarding for my flight was announced. All I can be sure of is that some information was exchanged on behalf of Pythagorean Metronome. I was merely a conduit. Through subliminal training my life was led on the surface in pursuit of rather mundane activities all of which had ulterior motives and meant something else entirely. But we are speaking here of a life lived in the context of informational/electronic warfare. I was not safe in my routines. Because defensive control of the electronic/informational space was not mine, I had to trust the system. Watching television, listening to the radio, etc. exposed me to subliminal attack, i.e. opportunities for enemy routines to be subliminally uploaded into my thinking patterns. I was attacked in this way on numerous occasions. For example, I developed symptoms that looked like the delirium tremens. A forensic team discovered that in fact a particular radio program I had listened to while attending a conference in Frankfurt had embedded within it enemy subliminal routines that manifested side effects that looked indistinguishable from the DT's. The irony is that subliminal messages build up in the mind in almost exactly the same way that chemicals build up over time in the body. After many years of living with informational and electronic warfare I have lost the ability to distinguish between truth and falsity. I do not trust even my most basic inclinations. Things like the sound of a dial-up modem, or a strange color appearing somewhere unexpectedly, or the pattern of headlights in passing traffic will sometimes cause waves of paralyzing terror to come over me. Sometimes I am able to listen to the radio or watch television but other times I feel compelled to avoid exposing myself to any kind of electronic device. There are many kinds of injuries one can suffer as the result of prolonged exposure to electronic and informational warfare. My injuries manifest as an erratic, fragmented personality, unstable emotions, and a general sense of nihilism. http://sites.google.com/site/pythagoreanmetronome/
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