The Directory of Dolls 1. Doll as territory, mindscape. What goes where? What happens to the sex? To the teeth? To the grape-texture of eyes, wrinkled texture of balls? Is the penis erect? Labia and nipples present? Does the neck twist? Is the doll your territory? Is the doll a victim? 2. Doll as gamespace, inscape of the mind. What conceivable alterations? What inconceivable? When does the doll cease to be a doll? What of the doll as arousal thing, part-object, passive-thing, aggressive-thing, good-thing, naughty-thing? Is the mouth a goal, are the eyes? Is the sex a goal? Where is the sex? 3. Doll as power-holder, shaman. What is brought to the doll? How does the doll perform? How is the doll seen to perform? Do you grovel before your doll? Is your doll your girl? Is the doll your boy? Your sex? 4. Doll as place-hold, character. What do you say to your doll? What does your doll say? What do you do? What does the doll say about that? Is the doll center-stage? Is the doll always center-stage? How do you feel about that? Are you center stage with your doll? Are you upstaged? 5. Doll as dark matter, invisible. Do you fantasize your doll? Do you dress your fantasy? Do you cry with your fantasy, masturbate with it? How does your doll feel about that? Do you undress your doll? Is your doll your dream? Is your only doll your only dream? 6. Doll as matrix, receptacle, visible. Is your doll your comfort? Is your doll your mother-mother, father-mother, mother-father, father-father? Your part- object, your cradled object-little-a? Does your doll forgive you? Does your doll always forgive you? Does your doll forgive your naughty feelings? Your naughty ways? 7. Doll as icon, symbol, index. Is your doll your universal space? Does your doll center you? Is your doll your center? Do you dress and undress your center? Do you talk to your center? Are you comfortable, receptacle of your doll? 10. Doll as tomb, gravestone, memory palace. Does your doll remind you? Does your doll entomb the living and the mourning, the birth and the death? Does your doll cradle your tears? Is your doll in comfort as your receptacle? Is your doll replete with memory, with time gone by? Do you kill your doll? Can you? 11. Doll as collectible, enumerated thing. Is your doll pure? Do you keep your doll pure? Do you dream of doll-universe, series completed and owned? Is your doll pedigreed? Do you buy and sell your doll? Does your doll care? Is your doll very pure? 12. Doll as child, your tiny baby, your boy, your girl. Do you weep over your doll? Does your doll play with you? Do you move your doll? Does your doll move? Is your doll a dirty little doll? 13. Your doll, your lover. Does your doll caress you? Do you caress your doll, whisper sweet secrets, loving names no one else will ever know? Do you arouse your doll? * Is your doll sexed, is your doll loving you? Do you fear your loving doll? Is your doll satisfied? Do you satisfy your doll? 14. Doll as demon, as fear, as deadly fear, doll as enemy. Do you own your enemy? Are you safe? Is your doll safe with you? Is your doll a hateful doll? A loving doll? A secret loving doll? Is your doll always in your sight? When you leave home? When you sleep? When you bathe? When you die in your sleep? 15. Doll as his doll or her doll. Do you covet the doll of someone else? Of another person or doll? Do you speak to the doll, whisper to it, come to me, come to me? Do you dream of its coming? Of the doll coming to you? of what you will do to it? Of what you will do to it when it comes? With it when it comes? Of what you will do, what will you ever do? 16. Doll as doll, as doll. Does your doll own you? Is your doll yours? Are you sure your doll is yours? Do you belong to your doll? Does your doll care? Do you care if it cares? Are you owned? http://www.alansondheim.org/doll/ the directory of dolls *'he turned her on,' 'she turned on him,' 'he turned on her,' 'she turned him on,' 'he turned him on,' 'she turned on her,' 'he turned on him,' 'she turned her on,' etc. _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
