Dear internet spies, I dreamt last night of cycling up too far from any ground on my bicycle. Quite disconcerting but I recalled similiar past experiences and willed myself to calm down.
My enthusiasm for anything is in very short supply and motivation is heading the same way. I spent a lot of time over this bank holiday weekend playing OpenRA against the robot AI. I then attempted to play on the LAN with my desktop and Karly's laptop but had problems so setup both to have static IP addresses on the LAN. Using telnet I discovered a version difference between that running on the laptop and that on the desktop. Updating solved problem. I'm writing this inbetween making buckets at work. Making a bucket imnvolves putting a handle on a bucket hot out the press. Cold buckets are much less flexible. Stacks of buckets often give static electrick shocks. Wearing in-ear headphones with metal chasis delivers the static shock straight to my ear. I frequently fantasize about becoming homeless due to bringing upon myself a high level of unemployability. I have tendencies to be socially isolated. My job strenghthens these. People react by leaving me alone I suspect. I'm socially inept. After showing Karly how to play OpenRA she defeated me. I have major confidence issues and speak only in negatives in job interviews (or so I'm told). I tell them things they don't want to hear. I decided it better to tell the manging director when he caught me using my mobile that I was "googling how to make buckets better" than the truth. I didn't expect him to understand what C, GCC, Linux and SSH were. (His understanding of mobile tech seemed limited to texting). I've been recently worrying about turning forty in three years time. It's difficult to believe! Well now internet spies I think that's enough for now, until next time, best regards, semaj sirrom. Sent using BlackBerry® from Orange _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
