Bulk of my employment in factories, zoned out on boredom, inward retreating. Day dreaming takes a toll on eyesight, musclular atrophy due to lack of focused use.. Combined with hours and hours of computer screens of code at home. Flies, leaf edges, snow, splashes of mud puddles rain water, cycling off road at speed stinging eyes. Grit. Hot plastic fumes. Small fonts on mobile. 2 years until I'm forty. 10p an hour above minimum wage. Factory work rules.. Stopped gtting so angry about it now. Suck it up and let the weight pull me back down. Retreat interior. Heavy eyes, no energy. Bodiy weight, weary. Ten minutes, half an hour, two hours of this, better than anger and can climb back up and out again with some degree of rest. There's a wealth of visual complexity to the factory. Too busy daydreaming or feeling too sorry for myself though, to see. Daydream watchdog teaching me to play ball. See the detail. Layers of paint worn through, machined steel, oil dust reflection shade form cardboard girder brick.pipe machine screen.. The no-daydreaming watchdog told me to look at my arm hair. Look near look far but don't defocus and zone out. Ignore the euclidean see the actual. Compare. Diff -u. -- jwm-art.net Sent using BlackBerry® from Orange _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] http://www.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
