I never dream of computers; I do dream of catastrophe, personal violence, etc. and end up waking in sweats and tears. If anything, the dreams are anti-technological; I spend so much time in front of computers and associated machinery during the day, that the night opens up to other things. I think depression relates to an empathy with suffering; if I see something horrific from PETA (we're members), that tends to come back to haunt me. Azure protects me against the worst of this; it can stun me into inactivity during the day. On the other hand, recently there have been dreams of conversations and dreams that lead to writing, and these are more peaceful. Nothing of computers, though, and nothing of music and musical instruments; only once did I hear myself improvising.
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