hello. i have completed a personal history project to the present-day,
volume 1, The Bloodletting and volume 2, The Arc of Reality. a final
volume may be written at a later point, entitled the Future. metadata
information below outlines general themes. a warning about content,
the texts are likely only for adults or mature readers. this is not
fiction.
if you want to access or download the files, please visit:
==> ftp.blackflag.synology.me
username: public
password: public
in the folder 'autobiography' there are three subfolders:
[PDFs ] -- individual text files for Volumes 1 and 2
[appendices] -- supplementary media content
[zipped archives] -- autobiography+appendix.zip
please do not directly link to the FTP site its only temporary.
the files have been placed on Scribd and can be read online
or downloaded there, though a format translation takes place
so if possible download the original PDFs from the above link.
thanks for considering the ideas, whatever they may be. bc
== Volume 1 ==
# The Bloodletting - part 1.pdf 115p
~ childhood through gradeschool and junior-high. (minneapolis,
minnesota)
[keywords: Catholic church, sleepwalking, military, the occult,
Vietnam war, altar boy, mirror, nightmares, sexual abuse, childhood
incontinence, scapegoat, drugs, soccer, building bridges, the crow,
drowning, murder, politics, electroconvulsive therapy, ECT,
psychiatry, CIA, quadrophenia, piano, oedipus complex, Venus,
witches, UFO, Disney World, homosexuality, AIDs, pornography, Federal
Reserve Bank, shredded money, Aspergers, death wish]
tags: drugs, military, abuse, murder, psychiatry, Disney, catholic,
oedipus, Vietnam, piano, occult, UFO, pornography, witches, soccer,
homosexuality, ECT, death wish, quadrophenia
# The Bloodletting - part 2.pdf 103p
~ highschool to architecture school (minneapolis, minnesota)
[keywords: hogwarts, student council, education system, language,
bullying, homosexuality, mirroring, Vietnam war, drug culture,
counterculture, suburbs, politics, suicide, depression, fractured
skull, political neurology, AA, death wish, sexy witch, university,
architectural education, dogma, the occult, lipstick lesbian,
intelligence, psychiatric pills, psychiatry, tree of death, acid
test, bicycle therapy, Aspergers]
tags: drugs, language, intelligence, bullying, dogma, counterculture,
suburbs, tree of death, brain injury, the occult, acid test,
architecture school, sexy witch
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V1appendix
# The Bloodletting - part 3.pdf 95p
~ architecture school to electroconvulsive therapy (ECT)
[keywords: university, architecture, social engineering,
hermeneutics, ideology, irish-german, nazi, protestants, Vietnam war,
disneyfication, facades, censorship, celebrity architects,
psychiatric pills, Plato, HIOX, paradoxical logic, empirical reason,
failure, dropout, artwork, boulder walls, independent research, vote
perot, mirroring, conspiracy, toad, lady of the lake, character
assassination, grand tour, amsterdam, paris, venice, suicide, locked
psychiatric ward, secular cathedral, electroconvulsive therapy,
capitalism and schizophrenia, architecture of electricity, united
nations, aesthetics of deconstruction, crystallization, thinker as
madman, architects, aspergers, online socialization]
tags: Europe, failure, conspiracy, hermeneutics, ECT, facades,
crystallization, social engineering, independent research, character
assassination, empirical reason, boulder walls, architecture of
electricity
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V1appendix
== Volume 2 ==
# the Arc of Reality - part 1.pdf 98p
~ post-ECT to multimedia school. (minneapolis to northern california)
[keywords: San Francisco Bay Area, Silicon Valley, multimedia school,
multimedia gulch, Alameda, Oakland, Berkeley, counterculture, SDS,
student radicals, artist, art, metaphysics, internet as education,
independent research, social security disability, schizophrenia,
death wish, Vietnam war, technology, mock military invasion, roaches,
prostitutes, drugs, pornography, psychiatry, psychiatric pills,
criminal dentistry, architecture thesis, multimedia goldrush,
graduation, the gorgon, sensual friendship, surrogate mother, food
and cooking, deep culture, lost culture, ancient culture, Old and New
Testament, love, conversation, social relations, mirroring,
marionette puppets, Irish the blacks of Europe, acting, movie making,
movie sets, paranormal, the occult, philosophy]
tags: philosophy, internet, military, metaphysics, psychiatry,
counterculture, radicals, San Francisco, surrogate mother, ancient
culture, architecture thesis, goldrush, movie making, the paranormal
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix1
# the Arc of Reality - part 2.pdf 101p
~ from California to Montreal & back
[keywords: Alameda island, AE thesis, architecture of electricity,
architexturez: hacking & cracking the architectural code, Y2K, Seeing
Cyberspace, electrical infrastructure is architecture, US energy
policy, Enron, hacking, cyberwar, black bag job, bullying, mirroring,
Automated Madness, autobiography, terrors of electromagnetic
research, presidential election, government coup, oil,
electromagnetic fields, EMF, cancer, stakeout, FBI, truth, culture,
economic social political, literacy, awareness, assassination,
premonition, online lightning strike, asylum, intelligence, citizen
without a state, human being, disability rights, death wish, music,
tuning systems, health, eroticism, toxic environment, chemical
sensitivity, electrosensitivity, civil war, US consulate, culture
war, existential security threat, psychiatric pills, survivor, money,
international, spies, surveillance, countersurveillance, CIA circus,
surrealism, architects, electronetwork, electromagnetism and culture,
technology, future society, terrorism, 9-11]
tags: bullying, literacy, lightning, surrealism, spies, Y2K, civil
war, human being, energy policy, premonition, seeing cyberspace,
government coup, electromagnetism and culture
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix2
# the Arc of Reality - part 3.pdf 151p
~ from California to Minneapolis, Minnesota
[keywords: electromagnetic education initiative, threats,
surveillance, assassination, wellstone, electronetwork,
electromagnetic literacy, intelligence, cultural illiteracy, bad
touch, homeless shelter, piano, short-circuiting, abuse, doubles,
schizophrenia, psychiatry, detox, aspergers, new diagnosis, New York
City, architects, competition, 9-11, World Trade Center, memorial
park, master planning, artwork, exhibit, electromagnetic assemblage,
socialization, poison, visions, collapse, illuminated bible, UFOs,
aliens, design-l, architecture, terrorism, long-distance friendship,
electromagnetic research, family, scapegoat, oedipal, homosexuality,
erotics, oppression, tyranny, dictatorship, CIA, actors, slavery,
security state, policy, TAZ, governance, love, goddess, human being,
runaway, new apartment, blackflag operations, bullying, evidence]
tags: love, intelligence, abuse, surveillance, homeless,
assassination, detox, doubles, art exhibit, human being, scapegoat,
aspergers diagnosis, electromagnetic literacy, WTC memorial park
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix3
# the Arc of Reality - part 4.pdf 133p
~ Minneapolis, Minnesota - Workers Paradise
[keywords: aesthetics, beauty, development, politics, dreamcenter,
witches, sorcery, abuse, schizophrenia, aspergers, occult, aliens,
secret societies, POW, architecture, Gateway Park, good & evil,
doubling, goddesses, erotics, avatars, movie, acting, 9-11, Cold War,
angels & demons, inversion, music, healing, erotic therapy, attack,
violence, flood, Catholicism, religion, autism, logic, tuning,
empirical accounting, blackflag, natural magic, electromagnetism, the
aether, mother, service animal, piano, narcissism, mirroring,
intelligence, silence, destruction, bicycles, conspiracy,
blacklisting, health & disease, kink, zoo animals, solar anus, deer,
35W bridge collapse, dictatorship, masquerade, electronetwork, t-rex,
money, homemaking, parallelism, God, friendship, nature, work, the
mystery, divine law, The Irish, civil war, human, civilization,
homosexuality, surveillance, workers paradise, voyeurism, oppression,
cull, imprisonment]
tags: love, music, architecture, violence, aliens, conspiracy,
tuning, sorcery, silence, blacklisting, deer, POW, inversion,
erotics, doubling, natural magic, dreamcenter, human zoo
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix4
# the Arc of Reality - part 5.pdf 109p
~ Minneapolis, Minnesota - Workers Paradise
[keywords: health, stroke, runaway, harassment, bullying, conspiracy,
landlord, bicycles, pedophilia, marionette, schizophrenia,
masturbation, architecture, ballooning, juggling, physical therapy,
behavior therapist, setup, sewing, CDCS, doubles, parents, black
programs, military, demons & angels, surveillance, POW, prison,
Manchurian Candidate, chemical warfare, honeypot, blackbag
operations, language, sexual abuse, sexual exploitation, tyranny,
numberline, mathematics, mirroring, multiverse, interdimensional,
continuum, singularity, metaphysics, grounding, secret police,
bounce, jester costume, nervous system, aspergers, human rights,
witches, sinkhole, homosexuality, asymmetry, erotic therapy,
materialism, holocaust, rogue bureaucracy, public health, corruption,
intelligence, magic, rose cross, mother goddess, tuning, little girl,
alienation, politics, ideology, the state, chess, tax evasion,
eyesight, balance, cri de coeur]
tags: prison, chess, stroke, tuning, surveillance, mirroring,
bicycles, masturbation, bounce, mother goddess, secret police,
childhood abuse, bully network, rogue bureaucrat, numberline
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix5
# the Arc of Reality - part 6.pdf 132p
~ Minneapolis, Minnesota - Workers Paradise
[keywords: rogue bureaucracy, conspiracy, eviction, landlord, POW,
noise assault, chemical attack, harassment, gossip, bully network,
IRS, Social Security, chess, institutional fraud, Presidency, coup,
sexual abuse, pedophilia, doubles, avatars, art grant, health, immune
system collapse, juggling, ballooning, setup, bankruptcy, checkmate,
tyranny, aliens, clones, mimicry, homosexual, transvestite,
aesthetics, balloon elephant, politics, autistic freeloader, Federal
Reserve Bank, currency, house of cards, oracle, metaphysics, witches,
sorcery, incontinence, psychology, narcissism, the state, EMP,
surveillance, NAS, back orifice, NSA, weaponry, music therapy, music
surgery, mental illness, disability, brain scans, genetics, power,
aspergers, schizophrenia, political diagnosis, God, impostors,
assassination, goddess, mother, love, mirror, spies, sleeper agents,
children, honeypot, corruption, prison, pornography, homoerotics,
nightmare, liquid surreality, crystal ball, Asperger Management
System, AMS, architecture, computing, governance, health, sickness,
timing, watches, CIA, cyber-sabotage, civil war, black flag,
separation, isolation, AT&T, tuning, work, silence, Southpark,
ecosystems, circuitry, new world order, clown, jester]
tags: love, currency, time, metaphysics, aliens, conspiracy,
transformation, mirroring, ecology, coup, governance, spies, civil
war, circuitry, balloon elephant, asperger management system
Appendix imagery: http://photobucket.com/V2appendix6
^ audio files only available at ftp.blackflag.synology.me
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backup versions, unknown online formatting translation
http://www.scribd.com/doc/96628222/The-Bloodletting-part-1
http://www.scribd.com/doc/96628230/The-Bloodletting-part-2
http://www.scribd.com/doc/96628240/The-Bloodletting-part-3
http://www.scribd.com/doc/96671592/L-arch-du-Realite-part-1
http://www.scribd.com/doc/97606641/L-arch-du-Realite-part-2
http://www.scribd.com/doc/98455494/L-arch-du-Realite-part-3
http://www.scribd.com/doc/99480192/L-arch-du-Realite-part-4
http://www.scribd.com/doc/100107761/L-arch-du-Realite-part-5
http://www.scribd.com/doc/100574538/L-arch-du-Realite-part-6
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