> @carterza: I bet, if you opened the thread with your last post it would have > gotten a much more positive reception. I can see a lot of valid and > deliberate critique there, even though my personal experience with Nim is > short and superficial, compared to most active folks here.
@Zoom, you are 100% correct and I appreciate you and everyone else itt who called me out on my attitude and the way I approached the situation. I think frustration has boiled over for me numerous times and this was just another one of those situations. I also have a difficult time with acting impulsively because of shit I deal with, but none of this excuses my behavior. Andreas and Dominik, I sincerely apologize to you both for how I approached this situation, and as a 37 year-old I should have behaved in a more mature manner and not put you both on blast in public, as it obviously wasn't the most constructive way to deal with this. Regardless of whether I think you're doing a good job, or whether my feelings have been hurt in the past by you both, you are both human and I lost sight of that. I'm going to do my best to let go of this shit moving forward, and hopefully I will one day be at a health enough place, in terms of my relationship with Nim, to re-visit being a part of the community. I hope I've inspired some dialogue and thought about how the Nim community could become a more inclusive and welcoming place, that encourages involvement and engagement from the community. I wish Nim nothing but a bright future and the same for everyone here. Again, I am sorry to you both and anyone else I offended in this thread or elsewhere. It's never my intention to do so, but I know I do it, and I can't do anything but apologize and try to learn from my error in judgement. Peace out, hopefully just for now. I may reply to a few more threads I replied to, trying to help answer folks questions (while I was temporary around) before I remove myself from here again.
