Another great radio show by Doug, especially with Yanis Varoufakis. The 
other guy was also good at explaining the total lack of any dynamic at the 
Doha Climate Conference.

I wish I shared some of the slight up-beat direction. I don't.

And yet, I had especially fine Christmas dinners, one with my son, 
daughter-in-law and grandkids who look like candy, delicious and sweet. The 
other with an near ancient best friend and his family who have over the 
years, adopted me of all strange things, and I love them.  They made me so 
sentimental that it was hard not to cry for joy. Isn't that odd. That's an 
emotional constellation out of Rainer Maria Rilke in the Duino Elegies.

I even got a best Christmas present. It is the oral history of a tiny mining 
town in Colorado that was once filled by Italian and Mexican immigrants. The 
place is now under several hundred feet of water, thanks to another dam by 
the Army Corp of Engineers. The book is called Legacy of an Italian Coal 
Miner, Louis Fantin.

The real stories are like legends, like Steinbeck or Hemingway. Lou the old 
man, now in his nineties tells the tale of growing up in the 1930s as a boy. 
With a little editing, it is even better than Mark Twain. He is no literary 
genius. It's the stark realities that are so compelling. This is the brutal 
mining of American history. I am glad that oral history has finally taken a 
place in academic history. We need these stories for our souls.

Lou will not be with me and my buddy Dennis much longer. Lou has a list of 
medical conditions that are so long and devastating that I stopped him. Lou. 
You fight down to the last bullet, the last sharp object. I am not sure he 
understands this is praise of the finest sort I can muster. He can barely 
see, he can barely walk, he sleeps a lot, but god damn does his hand feel 
strong. That's the history of work.

We held hands for grace. Grace! In this day and age? Yes, and for once it 
had meaning. On my right was Lou firm but sweet and on my left was his 
grandson firm and sincere for a change. The very old and the very young. 
There is a beauty in that. The boy is struggling hard with or against drug 
addictions, family abuse, confused ideas of a twenty year old boy. And let's 
mention Genny the mother, grandmother. She has the same western woman accent 
that my mother and aunts had. What a treat. To hear them again, dead these 
many years. Women just about as hard as their men, good and not so good. Who 
knew, the best you could have was an admirable life, something of substance?

Lou's stories would cheer up even Michael Yates at the other end of the rail 
lines from coal to steel. The houses were just as make shift, the men, just 
as absent and twisted by work, the kids, just as skinny, the land just as 
hard, and history just as unforgiving.

I shouldn't go over the edge. But I want to pay tribute to working men and 
their near infinite capacity to struggle, to fight, to love and feel, even 
if they were cruel and mean, which many were. It's forgotten now, maybe. But 
you know these guys before Lou, his father was a mean old bastard, as Lou 
confided to me. You know, he said at his computer desk with giant print, he 
was mean. He said this while unwrapping the book and giving it to me on 
loan. Lou said, It's already called for, so I knew I had to give the book 
back.

I told Lou the story of my mother-in-law a tiny woman born and raised in a 
Wales coal mine town. She died early from chronic lung problems. It explains 
why she liked me and brought me lunch on occasion to the UCB construction 
job. It was like taking lunch to her brothers and cousins. It was a 
tradition of a coal miner's daughter.

CG 

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