Hard not to feel a pang of "anti-Americanism" in reading the following. Instead 
of spending billions in genocidal war in Iraq, the U.S. should be giving 
billions in reparations to Vietnam.

CB



"But due to the countless and heinous crimes we have committed in Korea, 
Indochina, Central and South America, the Middle East and elsewhere, it is 
possible (let's stipulate this just for the sake of the argument) that in the 
eyes of the majority of the world we transformed ourselves into nothing more 
than an outlaw state, a power spreading terror and fear through the unbridled 
murder of innocent men, women and children all over the world; a frightening 
specter and an incurable disease all in one; a catalyst for the second coming 
of Fascism."



ZNet Commentary

Coming Back to Hanoi
October 02, 2006
By Andre  Vltchek 

http://www.zmag.org/sustainers/content/2006-10/02vltchek.cfm

There is a guillotine placed in the courtyard of Maison Central, its blade 
sharp and shining. The former Hoa Lo Prison is a gloomy reminder of dark days 
of torture and humiliation; this is where thousands of Vietnamese patriots 
vanished without a trace, victims of French colonial ambitions. This is where 
the resistance with its struggle for justice and independence was savagely 
muzzled and where it became painfully clear that liberty, equality and 
fraternity were and still are the terms designed strictly for us, not for them.

The French court of justice had been strategically placed right across the 
narrow street from the prison. It was conveniently
located: dissidents, nationalists, Communists and intellectuals were briskly 
tried, sentenced; then shackled, tortured, starved, raped, then often executed. 
During the American War (known as the Vietnam War in the West) Hoa Lo Prison 
served as detention center for captured American pilots and was quickly 
nicknamed Hanoi Hilton.

Maison Central is now a museum containing chilling replicas of torture rooms, 
death-row cells and photographs from colonial times and the American War. It 
has shrunk in size: right behind its walls were erected two impressive 
sky-scrapers called Hanoi Towers, a place which I called home for almost three 
years.

If I put my face very close to the window which covered almost the entire wall 
of the living room, I could clearly see the blade of Maison Central's 
guillotine. From below, I could see the light in my living room through the 
blade.

Hanoi Towers were designed by European architects. The legend says that after 
construction of the buildings had been completed, Vietnamese people refused to 
live or work there, claiming that because it was built right in the middle of 
the former prison where thousands of people died in agony, the entire place is 
haunted by an army of ghosts. Management had to invite a Chinese architect who 
fully restructured the interior of apartments and offices, creating fantastic 
broken lines and hidden corners; a design which was supposed to appease the 
dead.

This is where I lived and worked for years, often struggling in this capital of 
what was then - one of the poorest countries in Asia, devastated by countless 
invasions and wars. And before I left I realized that in fact I had been given 
the unique privilege of experiencing life in one of the most fascinating and 
unique but tortured places on earth. Once I closed the door and surrendered my 
permanent residency permit, wherever I went in the world I had to carry a dull 
pain inside my heart, a low-key but constant nostalgia; the desire to come back 
and live again in this city.

The beauty of Hanoi is in the details, although some of its entire areas are 
strikingly photogenic and elegant. It is the whole setting that makes it one of 
the most attractive places on earth: mysterious lakes with tree branches 
touching the surface of water, tamarind trees, Chinese temples and French 
villas, tasteful art galleries and cafes, countless legends, the traditional 
long dresses of women caressed by a gentle breeze, the never ending vibrancy of 
the streets; colors and sounds, laughter, endless optimism through the tears 
and pain which is brought by memories of the past.

As holder of a U.S. passport, I had never been a target of wrath, 
discrimination, ridicule or reproach. It was almost surreal and one Couldn't 
help but feel humbled by this tremendous generosity. More than 3 million 
Vietnamese people died because of the U.S. invasion and terror: victims of 
carpet bombing, poisonous gasses, combat, executions and torture. Probably more 
than 3 million, but we will never know exact numbers. The U.S. never 
apologized, never helped to rebuild the country, to clean poisoned land where 
still today people are dying from contaminated water, food and unexploded 
substances.

Four years ago, a friend of mine summarized the feelings of the Vietnamese 
people: We fought Americans and we won the war. We struggled and we suffered, 
but now we want to look forward, to build our country, our future. There is no 
point in feeling angry. Anger will not improve this land.

The Vietnamese people forgave but they never forgot. Museums and monuments 
speak about the brutality of the invaders. Countless photographs document the 
past. People are still dying from mysterious illnesses. Each family has some 
horror story to tell.
There is almost no adult person in this country that did not experience hunger 
and extreme hardship in the past.

On 9-11, I went downstairs to buy some food, keeping the television tuned to 
the BBC World, volume down. When I returned to the apartment, one tower of the 
World Trade Center in Manhattan was burning. I paid no attention, thinking that 
the BBC was running yet another movie review. It was dark outside. I noticed 
some lights and when I fully opened the curtain, I realized that makeshift 
rockets of celebration were shooting towards the sky from surrounding villages. 
The next day the Vietnamese government expressed its outrage over the terrorist 
attacks and sent condolences to the American people. The fireworks were never 
mentioned.

I learned later that there was no contradiction in these two acts.
The Vietnamese people felt genuinely sorry for those who died in New York City, 
even in the Pentagon. They felt grief and pity for the individual men and women 
who were murdered and they felt grief for their families. They knew exactly how 
it feels to be bombed; they knew it, unfortunately, too well.

Condolences expressed by the government on behalf of the Vietnamese people were 
genuine, not just a diplomatic act. Celebrations were genuine as well. But 
those who celebrated did so because the empire which caused them so much 
suffering was under attack.

9-11 brought to surface complex emotions the Vietnamese people harbor towards 
the West in general and the U.S. in particular. That significant and tragic day 
evoked in many of them feelings of sympathy, grief and outrage but also joy. 
They had forgiven the people of the invading countries, but they never forgave 
the empires.

During the war, Hanoi itself was not bombed as savagely as other Vietnamese 
cities and the countryside. However, by the time hostilities ended in 1973, a 
quarter of all buildings had been destroyed; tens of thousands of people were 
dead and almost one half of the population evacuated.

I didn't grow up in this city, remembers Dinh Tien, a high-level official at 
the Ministry of Trade, general director of Vilexim Import Export who deals on a 
daily basis with foreign companies, including those from the U.S.. I came to 
Hanoi from the area near the port city of Haiphong. That's where my childhood 
was. But it wasn't a childhood that many people in the West would recognize. My 
street was bombed several times by the US air force. We – the kids - were 
almost constantly hungry. And the only toys we knew were empty shells from 
spent American ammunition. Sometimes we played with unexploded substances. 
Remembering it now makes me shiver, but it was absolutely normal then. That's 
how I grew up.

Probably no other country (with the possible exception of East Timor) in the 
post-war history suffered such intensive terror inflicted from outside as 
Vietnam did. After it won a bitter war for independence with France, Vietnam 
found itself facing the mightiest military power on earth , The United States. 
Years and millions of deaths later Vietnam had to face punitive action from 
China after it intervened in Cambodia, provoked by constant cross-border raids 
of the Khmer Rouge, and unable to stomach the genocide taking place at its 
doorstep.

As a response, the U.S. threw its full diplomatic weight behind the Khmer 
Rouge, demanding at the UN and elsewhere that Vietnam withdraw its forces and 
the Khmer Rouge immediately return to power.

The disintegration of the Soviet Union and the collapse of the East European 
trading block landed yet another tremendous blow to Vietnam which was then just 
beginning to recover from the decades of wars and aggressions.

The exact extent of the suffering of the Vietnamese people is unknown, but 
estimates speak of about 1.3 million Vietnamese soldiers killed during the 
American War alone, alongside 2 million civilians. The U.S. and its allies 
dropped 1.2 million tons of bombs on Vietnam each year, flying 400,000 sorties 
annually. The defoliated area (1962-71) covered 2.2 million hectares. The 
average number of civilians killed each month was 130,000.

( That's roughly a "9/11" everyday for each month of the war - CB)

The most intensive bombing campaign in the history of humankind Operation 
Rolling Thunder  began on March 1965 and ran through October 1968. In that 
period, twice the tonnage of bombs was dropped on Vietnam and Laos as during 
all of WW2. 4,000 out of 5,788 villages in North Vietnam were hit. General 
Curtis Le May explained at that time with remarkable and disarming frankness: 
We should bomb them back into the Stone Age. 1.7 million tons of Agent Orange 
had been used by 1973, and 20 million bomb craters still dot the Vietnamese 
countryside, from north to south.

Death and terror did not come only from the sky. Tens of thousands of 
Vietnamese people had to endure severe torture in the hands of American troops 
and Special Forces. Tens of thousands of Vietnamese women and children were 
raped, a fact very rarely discussed in the United States.

Back in Washington and Canberra, 57,605 American and 423 Australian soldiers 
who died in the Vietnam War have their names engraved in memorials honoring 
their sacrifice. There is hardly any domestic or international discussion about 
whether these memorials are moral; a sharp contrast to the bitter discussion 
over the morality of the Yasukuni Shrine in Tokyo commemorating Japanese 
soldiers who died during WW2, some of them war criminals.

Words like mass murder are never mentioned in the mainstream US media in 
relation to mass killings of Vietnamese, Laotian and Cambodian citizens. 
International courts have not tried either American military nor political 
elites on charges of genocide.

Obviously the lives of those gooks mattered not at all and to this day they 
still don't matter much. Killing more than 3 million of them doesn't mean that 
we have to consider abandoning any deeply rooted beliefs in our superiority, 
our undeniable right to lead the free world to the shining glory of liberty and 
democracy.

But due to the countless and heinous crimes we have committed in Korea, 
Indochina, Central and South America, the Middle East and elsewhere, it is 
possible (let's stipulate this just for the sake of the argument) that in the 
eyes of the majority of the world we transformed ourselves into nothing more 
than an outlaw state, a power spreading terror and fear through the unbridled 
murder of innocent men, women and children all over the world; a frightening 
specter and an incurable disease all in one; a catalyst for the second coming 
of Fascism.

In Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos we are remembered for our B-52s which dropped 
bombs from tremendous heights (people received no warning that the attacks were 
coming), for burning civilians with the chemicals, for gang-raping little 
girls, for supporting any corrupt and brutal dictatorship as long as it was 
willing to lick our boots. It is truly a fine way to be remembered! A true 
shining example of heroism which will surely inspire our young men and women to 
fight for freedom and democracy in many other oppressed countries whose 
citizens can't wait to embrace our values and our liberties.

And back to the gooks: these gooks happened to be my neighbors for almost three 
years. Some became my close friends. With tremendous sacrifice and 
determination they resurrected their country from rubble, attempting to build 
the society on principles of equality.
They often failed but never gave up, moving forward, determined, hard working 
and endlessly optimistic. One step back, two steps forward, That's how it 
looked to me.

Vietnam is a beauty dotted with bullet-holes, an elegant Asian landscape 
sprinkled with blood. It is a poem with letters blurred with tears; with gentle 
traditional music whose monotonous beauty is interrupted by desperate screams 
of pain. It is our endless shame.

In front of what used to be the Citadel stands an old jet fighter -
MIG-21 - with nine stars painted on its fuselage. Each star symbolizes an enemy 
aircraft (ours) it had shot down during the war. Behind it is Cot Co, the Flag 
Tower. Cot Co is all there is left of the once impressive citadel attacked and 
captured in 1882 by Francis Garnier and his French troops.

Garnier's pretext for attack was exactly the same as the one used a few decades 
later by US policy makers: he said that he had to attack because the Vietnamese 
were planning to attack him. His logic was readily accepted in Europe, 
regardless of the fact that he and his troops were 10,000 kilometers from home, 
already rampaging a foreign land.

I walked all over the city for long hours, taking in Hanoi's beauty, its 
colors, smells and sounds. I strolled around Huan Kiem Lake, then alongside 
West Lake, towards my hotel. I desperately wanted to come back and live here 
again. Late at night I parked myself at the roof bar of Sofitel Plaza, one of 
the few places open at that hour.

Paddle boats carried lovers on Petit Lac more than 20 stories below. The entire 
city was in front of me and so was its majestic Red River illuminated by the 
moon and by the weak lights of cargo ships in the distance. I had several 
drinks trying to get drunk, but it didn't seem to work. I tried to write a poem 
but I couldn't.

Looking at the sky I suddenly imagined hundreds of tons of bombs falling on the 
city and on me from the height of 57 thousand feet. I imagined thousands of 
dead bodies dotting the pavement below. What would I have done? What had been 
on the Vietnamese people's minds when it was not just an imagination but 
reality? How the hell did we dare to do it and how did we manage to get away 
with it?

Then I noticed the International Herald Tribune on the table in front of me. In 
the dim light I read excerpts of the speech by John Bolton who was defining US 
policy towards Iran. I felt suddenly scared; terribly, endlessly scared.



ANDRE VLTCHEK: writer, journalist and filmmaker, co-founder of Mainstay Press 
(www.mainstaypress.org), publishing house for political fiction. His latest 
published books include the political novel Point of No Return and the book of 
essays Western Terror 
>From Potosi to Baghdad. He is the producer of Terlena - Breaking of a 
>Nation the 90 minute documentary film about Suharto's dictatorship 
>(www.millache.org). He is based in Southeast Asia and the South Pacific 
>and can be reached at: andre-wcn at usa.net. 
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