Magic The Gathering... guess we'll be losing you for some time ;-) (it is 
rather compelling).

Regards, Gary

----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Stéphane Ducasse" <[email protected]>
To: <[email protected]>
Sent: Friday, January 08, 2010 7:38 PM
Subject: Re: [Pharo-project] About my recursive blues :)


>> To this point you have done what you have done. Now, to my mind at least, 
>> if you could work out a way to bring the Squeak Trunk and Pharo forks, 
>> and other developments like Keith's important work with Sake/Packages and 
>> Bob the Builder, together so that so terribly much effort is not being 
>> wasted doing the same things over and over again, you will really have 
>> accomplished something.
>
> We will try but it takes a lot of energy. Also because Squeak is redoing a 
> lot of the fixes/changes we did nearly one year
> ago. Now we will try to check the important changes.
>
>> And remember too that the most important thing you can give your children 
>> is your undivided time and attention. All too soon they will be grown up 
>> and on their own.
>
> I will :) I'm starting to play Magic The gathering with them :)
> and pharo is a kind of child too :)
>
>> If you find yourself often saying things like, "Not now, Daddy's too 
>> busy.", pretty soon you will find they will stop coming around.
>>
>> Ken G. Brown
>>
>> At 9:37 PM +0100 1/6/10, [email protected] 
>> apparently wrote:
>>> Date: Wed, 6 Jan 2010 21:13:24 +0100
>>> From: St?phane Ducasse <[email protected]>
>>> Subject: [Pharo-project] About my recursive blues :)
>>> To: "[email protected] Development"
>>> <[email protected]>
>>> Message-ID: <[email protected]>
>>> Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii
>>>
>>> Hi guys
>>>
>>> Sometimes I'm not in good mood. Today I was in a bad bad mood. Quite bad 
>>> even badder.
>>> I was wondering why I was doing all that and the rest. What was the use 
>>> to do Pharo
>>> if we get Squeak doing exactly the same - Ok we were right long time ago 
>>> but still seeing all the removal of
>>> crappy code we begged to be removed and got bashed for and also doing 
>>> all that effort and seeing it redone
>>> was not helping. Being right sometimes is not even cool  :) So a plain 
>>> bad day.... cold and rainy.
>>> I was frustrated that I cannot be somebody else, doing stuff full time 
>>> and no other duties
>>> and going faster. In short nothing was working and I was a frustation 
>>> ball like I'm good at being.
>>>
>>> But my kids were there and we had to go swimming! After going swimming 
>>> and not thinking then thinking
>>> and discussing with some remote friends and emails. (Thanks guys you 
>>> know who you are) also thinking about other
>>> people's attention and remarks in other contexts, my good mood came back 
>>> even stronger than before
>>> because I came up to the conclusion that my remote friends were right 
>>> (BTW thanks pharoers some of you inspire me today
>>> during my bad mood - alain, henrik, danny, lukas...)
>>> So what is the conclusion of all that?
>>>
>>> - I have a cool job (one of the best research positions in europe - not 
>>> easy everyday
>>> but cool and with people supporting me with my crazy idea....imagine 
>>> coding in smalltalk
>>> building an international team doing smalltalkish stuff).
>>>
>>> - we can invest for 5 years or even 10. Close your eyes and imagine we 
>>> can decide now what
>>> we want to do now for the next 10 years and do it because we decided 
>>> that this is fun.
>>> Amazing. No clients, no venture guys telling us the truth of life.
>>>
>>> - To a friend to which I was saying that I'm not that smart, that guy
>>> told me that smart is not the only measure: you can measure your impact,
>>> the books you wrote, the energy that other people took and got inspired
>>> and all kind of other measures.... :)
>>>
>>> So I can tell you I was down but this is good because I could think 
>>> about what I really want to do.
>>> And I want to have an innovative Smalltalk system that can be used to 
>>> develop business and innovative.
>>> (for example I would like to see if the new event system can be used to 
>>> save Genie - one of the coolest
>>> handwriting recognition system I see).
>>> So I will not be extra-smart but I will learn and I will do it bit by 
>>> bit. And I want to make it fun and beautiful.
>>> May be we will be able to go faster (it depends mainly on you guys :)) 
>>> but I want 10 years or 15 or even 20
>>> years of fun with a cool system and it is there in my hand (at three 
>>> keystrokes from my keuboard).
>>> We will build it.
>>>
>>> Stef (sorry for the one of you that have to listen my bad mood I'm 
>>> curing myself).
>>
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