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Thinking out loud ...Re: Limited Diet to Lose?
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I have been told and read all these things and in my case things just don't
make sense. Pre tumor I never had a weight problem (I can remember drinking
a milkshake and eating a banana everyday trying to gain weight).
I have secondary Addison's (lack of cortisol) but have gained weight, which
should be the opposite. I am glucose intolerant, hypothyroid and have had a
complete hysterectomy. It is so confusing.
I have no discipline. It's like I punish myself. It still startles me when I
pass a mirror. That person looking back is not me. It has been 6 years and
it doesn't get better. It seems that therapy has made me worse. I had rather
close my eyes. I can not get past the anger and rage. It's always there.
Does anyone have the anger and rage? I've never been an angry person before.
I never smile. Happiness is a distant memory. I find nothing but fault in
those I love the most. I also have horrible feelings of guilt.
I don't know which is worse, the physical or the mental, or even which is
which.
Most of you sound so "together" and kind, which also makes me feel so guilty
and self centered.
I really don't see an end to this, at least for the rest of my life.
Thinking out loud,
Cindie
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